As I walked to my car this afternoon, both Agatha and Eleanor invited me over for dinner; I accepted their offer easily. I might as well do something since it has become painstakingly clear to me that I barely see Mia or can spend time with her during these last four months. When I got home from work, it was already close to seven in the evening, and I was shocked to see Mia asleep on the couch. I went right over to her because her phone was going off, and she wasn't waking up. She really must be exhausted to not wake up to that annoying ass alarm.
"Mia, honey? I think you need to wake up," I said while holding her hand in mine as my thumb caressed it, attempting to help rouse her.
"Hmmm?" She murmured, bringing a knowing smile to my face. She is always so fucking adorable.
"Your phone has been going off; I just got home," I replied, and it seemed that my words got through to her as she panicked, sitting upright rather quickly, and grabbed her phone.
"Damn, I'm late..." Mia mumbled, and I felt bad for her. She hates being late.
I watched as my girl got up from the couch and began walking towards the bedroom, but... she stopped, turned around to face me, and said, "I'm sorry, baby. I must shower and get ready for a client meeting with Nina." Always with Nina, huh? Dammit! Cambria... stop thinking like that...
"I know, I understand," I reassured, although, at that point in time, I wasn't sure if I was reassuring Mia or myself. I noticed she gave me a nod before leaving my sights. Maybe I should make her a quick bite to eat; I just want as much time with her as I possibly can, but... she is late, so is it worth it? I don't care; I have to try something.
After convincing myself that making her something to eat could get me some extra minutes with my girl, I decided to do just that while she showered. I knew Mia favored a thick turkey sandwich on multigrain flatbread with just the right amount of mayonnaise. When I finished preparing it, my phone went off as Agatha texted me to confirm our plans for the night.
Agatha Knight: "Hey girl! I just wanted to make sure that you still want to come over, and please don't feel pressured. I know it was last minute."
Cambria: "Oh, that's fine. Yeah, I'll head over there once Mia goes to work."
Agatha Knight: "Cool, sounds good to me! Let me know when you leave so I can make sure everything is warmed up and ready to go."
Cambria: "Will do, thanks!"
Agatha Knight: "No problem."
Once I read the reply, I put my phone down on the kitchen counter and saw Mia exiting the bedroom, fully clothed, and started walking to me. My girl wore a long-sleeve, button-down, navy blue collar dress shirt with form-fitting khaki pants and ankle-high dress boots. Fuck, she looks so damn sexy in these clothes... she always is so sexy.
"Hey, baby, what are your plans for this evening?" Mia asked as she hugged me tightly, and I couldn't help but feel so damn happy at this turn of events. I need more of her.
"Agatha and Eleanor invited me over for dinner, I was going to tell you earlier, but I know you're running late," I answered her as we parted from our hug, and she nodded in agreement. I really don't like making plans without Mia or doing things without her, but... I feel like today is a day that I will drive myself insane by staying home alone again. Also, Agatha said we could go over my thesis paper, which was also enticing me to go as well.
"I know, and-" she began to say, but her stomach, of all things, interrupted her, and I chuckled.
"Oh, hush it, both of you!" She quipped and giggled. God, I miss that sound.
"Here, babygirl, I made this for you and figured you could take a couple of minutes to eat something," I said while placing the plate of food on the kitchen table for her.
"Oh my god, thank you so much, baby," Mia said and sat down, instantly devouring the sandwich before her. I didn't think she'd be that hungry... wait... is she eating enough?
"When was the last time you ate?" I asked, concerned.
"Um... I don't remember. Honestly, I don't think I ate at all today." My girl said, and I frowned upon hearing her say that. Have I been consumed in my thoughts for too long to take notice that she's eating less?
"I'm sorry, I will try to have some food ready when you get home," I offered and saw that she shook her head at that.
"There's no point in doing that; my jobs are never on a consistent schedule. If anything, maybe we can get some quick snacks or something that I can take on the go. What do you think about that?" She asked me, and I nodded in agreement. I can't believe we are talking this much; it's been a long time.
"I'll pick some stuff up for you when I go shopping next," I added, and she smiled. I miss us having time like this together.
"Go ahead and get changed, silly; I'll be leaving soon. I want you to have a fantastic evening with Agatha and Eleanor." Mia expressed as her smile remained on her face.
"Yes, ma'am," I stated while hearing my girl chuckle at my response.
I turned around, walked to our bedroom, and completely removed my clothing by placing them into the dirty hamper. I can feel those loving eyes on me, and I'm so glad I kept the door open. Just knowing Mia is watching me is working me up, and maybe I should tease her a bit. I began to search through my closet and dressers to find a comfortable, decent evening outfit for dinner. I don't want to look too dressed up or anything. After about three minutes of going through a few outfit ideas, I settled on a striped crew neck sweater, stretchy blue jeans, and a nice pair of sandals. I then started to get dressed by first putting on clean undergarments and then slipped on my jeans, all the while making sure I did it provocatively, just for her.
"Baby, you'll never guess who I ran into today!" Mia excitedly said, and before I could ask her who that person was, the doorbell rang. Given that I was not fully clothed yet, I needed Mia to see who was here. Why would someone choose right now to disrupt us?
"Hey babygirl, can you please answer the door? I am not decent yet." I said, turning around to see her leaning on the door frame in such a sexy way, her eyes never leaving mine.
"Of course, love," Mia replied and closed the door to give me privacy.
Since I have been able to actually spend some time with Mia today, I decided to finish getting dressed as fast as possible. I quickly brushed my hair and applied a subtle amount of her favorite perfume. I opened the bedroom door to join Mia, but instead, I witnessed a sight that I could only imagine from my worst nightmares. Mia's kissing someone else? No... it can't be... Can it?
Anger and sadness boiled through my veins, but I couldn't rip my eyes away... not yet, anyway. I needed to know who this person was, so I silently took a few steps closer to the pair by the door. I could have sworn time stood still, and as if my mind was playing tricks on me, it seemed like Mia was still kissing this stranger, this person that wasn't me. However, the entire time only lasted less than ten seconds before I concentrated on the other person, soon realizing who it was the moment Mia shoved her with a great deal of force; fury soon followed.
"VIVIAN?!" I loudly yelled, and my voice was filled with pure rage; I barely recognized the sound coming from me.
It seemed my shout registered with that bitch, and I could see the fear in her eyes. My eyes darted quickly to Mia, and I saw her wiping her lips off with her sleeve. I observed Mia turn to face me, but my target was locked when Vivian smirked behind my girl, making eye contact with me. Vivian seriously just taunted me like that in my house after forcefully kissing Mia? I want her to pay, and I will take matters into my own hands. Oh, you better run, Vivian...
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU, YOU FUCKING CUNT?! HOW DARE-" I shouted while vigorously marching towards Mia's childhood bully.
However, as soon as I was at arm's length of that vile being, Mia grabbed my arm, causing me to look at her with the most confused expression I was able to show during this state of mind. Why the hell is she stopping me? Then, I looked away from her and glared at Vivian again, focusing my attention on her. I'm not letting her out of my sight. I'll kill her before she does anything unwarranted again. Out of nowhere, Mia let my arm go, and instead, she placed both hands on my face, forcing me to look at her again. I kept my eyes solely focused on Mia now, and the longer I did that, the more the anger was vanishing.
"Baby, listen to my voice. I need you to calm down because I don't want you to do something you'll regret. I'll take care of this, okay?" Mia said to me, and I couldn't help but listen to her.
It was almost like she had this incredible power over me. I then noticed that she stayed in this position, forgetting all about Vivian, and just observed me, almost as if I was the only important person in this room. This didn't go unnoticed by my heart, which seemed to grow in size, all because of her. I am so scared that my doubts are coming true, but... I will always trust her. My breathing started to regulate as the minutes passed, and my strained, angry exterior finally softened some.
I watched as Mia took her phone out and sent a few texts, most likely to her boss, and put it away when she finished. I needed to keep my focus entirely on Mia if I were to get through this day without possibly doing some bodily harm, and with that, I saw Mia look at Vivian's slumped body against the wall, and then she looked at me. I trust you, Mia; I'll follow you, always.
"Vivian, come inside and close the door behind you," Mia announced a minute later, taking my hand in hers.
She made our way towards the living room, and when we reached the couch, Mia sat down, as did I. Even though I would follow my girl's lead, I was still so uneasy about this whole situation. I just wanted this evil person to leave and for everything to go back to normal... I just can't shake my nervousness, and I have no idea what is about to happen, fuck I'm so on edge right now.
"And where am I sitting?" Vivian asked as soon as she entered the living room. I still maintained my eyesight on Mia, but in my peripheral vision, I could see that Vivian was folding her arms across her chest, just as she always did years ago, and looked very impatient.
"You forcefully kissed me without permission. You're extremely fortunate that I stopped Cambria when I did; otherwise, you'd have a repeat of senior year... or worse. As for your seat, our floors are clean." Mia explained as she motioned her hand towards the floor.
I had to hold back from laughing because I was so proud of her for how she is already handling this situation. I have to admit, it was so hot to hear her say that with such confidence. As the seconds passed so tortuously slow, I couldn't help my nerves. Even as Mia observed me, they got the best of me as my right leg was bouncing quickly. My left hand was closed in a tight fist to the point where anyone could see the whites of my knuckles. Finally, my jaw clenched repeatedly, and the hand that Mia was holding was motionless and started to sweat. Even though Mia is looking at me, she has that look in her eyes that tells me something is on her mind.
"So... Why am I sitting here on the floor, Mia?" Vivian asked, breaking my girl's attention away from her thoughts. Why is she calling Mia by her name after all this time? This is odd; she has to be planning something...
"What? Not addressing me as Dyke anymore?" Mia countered, and Vivian just shook her head at that comment, not looking at anyone in particular. If I don't start getting answers soon, I feel like I will freak out or something.
"I thought it was clear why you're sitting there," Mia said, but Vivian's facial expression showed she still had no idea. Is she really that thick?
"I'd like for you to explain to my fiancé and me your reason for sexually assaulting me moments ago?" My girl asked. However, the words that soon followed from arch-nemesis would practically cause my heart to stop.
"I love you, Mia," Vivian admitted, and I saw Mia's jaw dropped to the floor at her confession. The fuck?!
"This... cannot be happening..." I muttered and realized I was the first one to speak up, and I couldn't remove the fear and suspicion from my voice.
"Who the fuck was asking you, Jones?!" Vivian spat my way, and I was so ready to leap off this couch and choke her.
"If you ever speak to Cambria like that again... I swear to God, you'll regret coming here," Mia suddenly threatened, and her voice was laced with such anger that I never knew was even possible. I love that she stood up for me so damn fast, and against Vivian at that. It's almost surreal to have Mia speak on my behalf like this, especially since I was always the one standing up for her so many years ago.
It seemed that once my girl's words registered, Vivian appeared visibly uneasy. She quickly avoided any eye contact and kept her mouth shut. I saw Mia take her silence as a cue to face me as she leaned in close. She looked at me and whispered in my ear, "It's going to be okay, baby. Let's allow Vivian to explain herself. Do you trust me?"
I closed my eyes for just a brief second as I nodded, and it seemed my nod was all Mia needed, so she then said, "You may continue your explanation, Vivian."
"I had no idea when I was bullying you that I was actually falling in love with you. I wasn't aware of how to come to terms with it, so I did what I knew best. Bullying you was the easiest way to be around you and get time with you. I miss doing it because I miss you, and by far, I miss seeing you cry. My God, Mia... Do you know how beautiful you are when you cry? I thought that you would figure it out one day and just call me out on it. Getting kicked out of school was the first indicator of my feelings. The second was when Jones took you away from me when you moved in with her. I was livid when I found that out. But, it's okay! I've been trying to find you for so long now, to confess this to you. You have a right to know that I have always needed you and loved you. We are so perfect for each other!" Vivian explained with the most excited tone I have ever heard her use before in my life. It scared the ever-living shit out of me, to say the least. This seriously cannot be happening. She made Mia cry on purpose because that was when she was most beautiful? What kind of crazy, insane, deranged bullshit is this... I swear to God, if this bitch does anything to make Mia cry today, I will kill her...
I couldn't believe it. I can't believe anything Vivian says. Her goal had always been to hurt the one person I love the most in this world, Mia Nova. When I looked at Mia, she looked just as shocked as I was. This has to be some cruel game... nothing else makes sense, and to be honest, I just want her to leave.
"Is there anything else you'd like to say?" Mia asked, and it seemed as though she wanted to make sure Vivian said her peace. I hope she plans to finish this soon. I can't take too much more of this... I'm like... slowly going crazy... and the image of someone else's lips on Mia's won't leave my mind. It's haunting me.
"Yes, there is. I love you, Mia, and I am in love with you. I want you all to myself, and I deserve a chance for you to learn to love me back. It's the right thing to do, and I know I can make you happy for all eternity," Vivian went on, doing her best to convince Mia that she was her future, and that'll never be. Mia is MINE.
The next few minutes literally drove me insane with doubt. I honestly thought Mia was possibly considering what Vivian was telling her and could leave me for her. It was as if Mia was thinking so hard on the matter, and as the seconds passed, I grew more and more uneasy as my thoughts only added to every negative feeling I had. Is Mia going to break up with me and start dating Vivian? She can't actually believe her... can she? Am I going to lose her...? Every time I attempted to shake those worries away, I would look at Mia and then Vivian, and those dreadful thoughts, ideas, and images would consume my mind again.
I couldn't take the waiting or the silence anymore, and I needed to grab my girl's attention before I completely broke down. I placed my left hand on Mia's soft cheek and slowly turned her face from facing Vivian, and she looked into my glistening eyes as the tears began to have a mind of their own. Have I really pushed Mia away to the point she would rather have anyone but me?
"M-mia...?" I stuttered, calling out her name, and I couldn't hide the sadness and distress in my voice at this point. Please, babygirl... don't leave me...
Mia closed her eyes for a few seconds, almost as if she was ready to make a choice or something. This action set me even more on edge, and I was at the point where I knew nothing would help me unless Mia herself reassured me. Mia unexpectedly placed her hands on either side of my face, pulling me to her. This action triggered my bottom lip to tremble as her thumb gently grazed my lips slightly. As they have done so many times before, our eyes locked, and there was something in the look she held. It gave me ease, somehow.
"Baby, I know what you're thinking, and I need-" Mia began to say to me, but Vivian cut her off.
"Excuse me. I am still here." She scoffed. I'm about to rearrange her entire face if she interrupts my girl again.
"I'm well aware of that, Vivian. Interrupt me again, and I will throw your ass out. Is that understood?" Mia said with an aggravated tone, and I mentally smirked, but our eyes never broke contact even through the disturbance.
"Baby, I need you to calm those thoughts running through your head regarding this, and trust me, okay?" Mia finally finished saying to me, and a tear escaped while I nodded at her. She wiped it away and held my hand in hers as she turned back to face Vivian. I'm ready for this insane shit to end. Now.
"So, Mia... My goal in coming here today is to make you mine. I want you, and we should be together forever. With everything that we have gone through together, we are meant to be a couple, and I want you to come home with me today," Vivian said, and that was when I saw Mia's face, looking as though she had the perfect way to end this bullshit. What's going to happen?
"You have to be clinically insane to think I would ever be with you, Vivian," My girl stated matter-of-factly.
"Why not? You were just thinking about it a few minutes ago. I know that I can make you happy." Vivian pressed. Not likely, bitch.
"What you observed was me in utter disbelief that you had the audacity to not only kiss me without permission, but you have also apparently convinced yourself that I'd entertain this unbelievable notion to leave Cambria for you." Mia clarified. That's it, babygirl.
"You should, Mia. I am the better option for you, and I know you the best." Vivian countered. Lies and slander.
"This conversation is over," My girl responded sternly.
"No. It can't be over..." Vivian stated, and she finally sounded a bit defeated.
"It can, and it is. Now, it's time for you to leave." Mia said, standing up from the couch, and I followed her motion; soon, Vivian was standing with us as well.
"Fine... if you won't be mine, can we at least be friends? I'd rather have you as a friend than not in my life at all." Vivian continued, and I saw Mia shake her head. I'm so happy my babygirl is standing her ground.
"Vivian, let me make this perfectly clear, and please, I implore you to pay attention because I will not repeat myself... You have never once apologized to me nor crossed my mind since your expulsion. You tormented me for nearly seven years, bullied me, physically harmed me, and you know what...? I forgive you. You no longer hold any power over me. I know, it's crazy, isn't it?" Mia began to explain and paused while I noticed how Vivian's jaw dropped at her words. Mia forgives her? Oh my goodness, this is a huge step.
"The fact of the matter is, everything happens in this world for a reason. I wouldn't change anything that I've been through because I am content with how my life turned out. I am happy, so very much in love, and engaged to the most amazing woman that has ever been put on this earth; she is and will always be irreplaceable in my eyes." Mia continued, and she looked up at me, discovering that I was now beginning to cry, but I did my best to fight the tears anyway. God, I love her.
"Nothing you say, do, or try will ever sway my mind and heart from Cambria Jones; it has always been her. She owns my heart, and it is hers to do with as she desires and sees fit..." My girl reiterated, and Vivian started shaking her head as her hands vigorously grasped the hem of her shirt. She looks crazed.
"Now, along with my forgiveness, I give you these final words... I hope one day you find real love, and I wish you the best in life, but... I do not want you in mine any longer... So no, we will never be friends. Keep in mind, though, if you try anything else, I will report you for sexual harassment and put out a restraining order against you. However, that will not occur until after Cambria kicks your ass. Goodbye, Vivian." Mia concluded and opened the door, waiting for Vivian to leave our home.
Without mumbling another word or noise, Vivian Sanders finally turned around, walked out of the doorway, and strolled out of our life, hopefully, forever. I kept my watchful eyes on Mia and witnessed that she, too, began to cry. Forgiveness is a powerful thing. I'm so fucking proud of her.
Soon enough, Mia sighed then sort of panicked when she checked the time. Shit, she's probably even more late for work now than when I woke her up over an hour ago. When Mia proceeded into the bedroom, I followed her. I need to keep her in my sights because she is helping to calm my nerves somewhat. My girl washed her face before stopping at the dresser. After successfully finding a different shirt to change into, she took off the long-sleeve blouse that she was wearing and slipped the clean one. I need to be close to her now...
As she stood there looking at herself in the mirror, I came up behind her and wrapped my arms securely around her. Instantly, she smiled, and it warmed my heart. I then snuggled even closer to her and whispered, "I'm so fucking proud of you, babygirl."
We stayed in this position for a minute before I began to kiss her cheek and slowly descended my lips down to her neck. I watched through the mirror as Mia's eyes closed, and I knew she loved being held by me after all this time. It's been way too long... Knowing where every single weak spot of Mia's was, I began to kiss, nip, and suck at them. The moment I heard Mia moan, it ignited something inside me that I could not control anymore. I swiftly turned my girl around to face me, and she looked so turned on. Fuck, she's so sexy...
In one swift motion, I pushed Mia up against our bedroom wall, beside the dresser, and pressed myself flush against her body. She felt like a dream, and I ached for more of her. I want her, and I want her to know she is mine. I need every part of her touching me. With that thought in mind, I easily re-positioned myself between her legs as my right knee applied pressure to her center, immediately feeling the heat radiating from her core, further turning me on as well. Then, I leaned in close, just an inch away from her lips, while both of my hands held hers, not allowing her to escape from me. You're mine, Mia.
The look in her eyes told me that she was indeed mine, and the way I was asserting control like this, I knew where it stemmed from. I needed to dominate her, to show her that she was mine and mine alone. I hope she understands why I need this... I couldn't wait any longer, and I quickly claimed her mouth with mine in a hungry kiss.
As soon as my tongue grazed her bottom lip for entrance, Mia promptly gave me access; I could tell how much we both needed this. Our tongues began their familiar battle as each was excited to claim the other, and it was apparent to me that I needed even more. However, as time passed, I grew breathless, even though I wanted nothing more than to continue having my way with Mia, tasting her sweetness, and feeling her beautiful body under me. Unfortunately, our make-out session ended, and we had to catch our breath.
By the look in her eyes, I could tell that Mia was having an inner battle of sorts... I didn't want this to end, so I started to lean forward, my lips just barely touching hers, ready for more. I could feel the heat emitting from her, and instead of kissing me, she shook her head, pulling away from me. My expression held disappointment and sadness, although I did try my best to hide it from her.
"Please, babygirl... I want you so bad... I... I need you," I begged Mia, sounding so defeated... I don't think I've ever sounded this pathetic before... Am I pathetic? What's wrong with me?
The doubts began to swarm in my thoughts as my head hung low, and at this point, I stopped making eye contact with my girl. I give up. I don't know what else to do... she doesn't want me anymore... When Mia lifted my chin with her hand, I knew she could see the tears in my eyes. I could see the struggle and hesitation in her face, it was like a part of her needed to go, and the other part wanted to stay with me. I want her to stay here with me... These emotions are becoming too much to handle...
"Baby, I'm so sorry, but I have to go." She apologized as I slowly backed away from her and sat on the bed behind us. I can't keep thinking about being rejected right now; it's making me want to crawl into a corner and hide. She has never denied me so easily like this before... I don't understand. Could this really be the end of our relationship? Has she truly fallen out of love with me or something?
"When, um... when will you be home?" I asked her, trying my best to change the topic, and I heard my girl sigh. I'm not going to like this answer... am I...?
"I am unsure, but... don't wait up. Try to sleep, okay?" She answered me while picking up her photography equipment and laptop bag. Nope, I didn't like that answer one fucking bit...
"Okay," I replied, and she walked over to me, quickly planting a kiss on my cheek. That's it, just a peck on the cheek...?
"I love you," I added, causing her to smile so sweetly at me. I'm honestly so grateful to see that reaction from her, but... it's not helping this sea of emotions boiling inside of me after everything that has happened today.
"I love you more," She responded and then walked out of the bedroom, leaving me alone with just me and my thoughts.
~
I stayed sitting on the bed for at least an additional ten minutes before realizing I was in no state of mind to drive. Furthermore, I knew there was no way I'd have a good evening at Agatha and Eleanor's house after what occurred today. I had too many emotions inside of me, and I think I needed to be alone. I went back into the kitchen to get my phone and sent a text to Agatha, letting her know I wasn't coming.
Cambria: "Hey. I'm sorry to cancel, but I am a little under the weather. I hope you and your wife have an enjoyable evening nonetheless."
Agatha Knight: "No worries, Cambria. I hope you feel better. If you need anything, let me know."
Cambria: "Will do. Goodnight."
After canceling the plans, I put my pajamas back on and kept replaying the events with Vivian. Just seeing her disgusting ass lips touching Mia's re-ignited the fury within me quickly. Jealousy, anger, and confusion were interchanging and spiraling in my mind. Nothing of what happened made any plausible sense whatsoever, but then a thought crossed my mind. Did Brittany do this? Does she know why Vivian knows where we live and somehow is working alongside her to set us up? Was this why Brittany became friends with Mia and me? Is our friendship a lie?
I didn't realize it at first, but I went down a dark rabbit hole of likely reasons and conspiracies. I decided to get the truth from someone, somehow. Those thoughts are what led me to contact Brittany and demand answers.
"Hey, Cam-" Britt attempted to greet me, but I rudely cut her off.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOUR FUCKING SISTER, BRITTANY?!" I angrily questioned.
"What do you mean? It has been a few months since I last heard from her," She replied without hesitation.
"What did you two talk about? Did you tell her where we lived? So help me God if you had any part in this..." I threatened her.
"No, of course not. I would never do that. Vivian just sent me a text from an unknown number a few months ago, saying it was her, and she just asked how I was doing. I said, 'ok.' And that was it," Brittany quickly answered.
"Are you sure? Are you setting us up to get hurt again?" I pressed further, accusing her of possibly working alongside her sister.
"I am sure. I give you my word... What's wrong? Why would you ask that of me and doubt me like this, Cambria?" She then asked me and yet somehow remained calm, but I could hear the hurt in her voice at my words.
"She just fucking KISSED Mia! That's what's wrong with me!"
"I'm coming over right now; I'll be there in fifteen minutes." She finished, and without saying anything else or waiting for me to reply, she hung up the call.
While waiting for Brittany to get here, I used every minute to practically convince myself that she had something to do with Vivian kissing Mia. I told myself, many times, that I would make Brittany give me the answers I needed. However, the moment I opened the front door for her and saw her very concerned expression, I broke down. I had no control anymore. She quickly embraced me in a hug and helped guide me to the living room, where we both sat down together on the couch.
Brittany kept her arms around me, providing a much-needed comfort while I kept crying my eyes out, finally going through the motions. I was unsure how long I had been crying, but I actually felt much better when I calmed down enough to consider talking to her. I guess a good cry can sometimes help.
"Cambria, are you okay?" Brittany asked as she handed me a tissue.
"I think so. Well, I do feel better now after letting that out," I admitted and blew my nose on the tissue she gave me.
"I think the last time I saw you cry this much was when Mia proposed to you," She stated, and I had to smile at that because she was right.
"I know... and, I'm sorry... I just couldn't contain everything inside anymore... seeing Mia be kissed by someone else messed me up, and I didn't know how much until now." I expressed, and she nodded at my words.
"Of course, it would mess you up. It would mess anyone up that's in love like you two are. It's okay; I understand, you don't have to apologize to me," Brittany said, and I gave her a small smile as we sat in silence for a couple more minutes until she spoke up again.
"Cambria, I'm going to need you to explain to me what happened exactly. Can you do that?" She asked, and I slowly nodded in agreement.
I spent the next twenty or so minutes going over everything that had happened once I left work this afternoon. I made sure to tell Brittany about how Mia and I talked some today, how I made her food, and then how Vivian sexually harassed her without explanation. I gave her the details of how her sister said she was in love with my girl, how beautiful Mia looked when she cried, and how she wanted Mia to be with her and not with me. I also explained how Mia responded and handled the entire situation all by herself. I, however, left out the part afterward when Mia rejected me and left for work. That's something I don't want to admit to anyone.
"First of all, I am so very sorry that my damn sister has come back into your life like this. It's unacceptable, and I will have words with her soon. Also, I am so damn proud and, at the same time, so damn shocked with how Mia handled Vivian." Brittany said, and I smiled at that, again, feeling proud of my girl. My girl has come a long way, and I hope she's also proud of herself; she is so amazing.
~
The remainder of my night was spent with Brittany; she didn't want to leave me alone after everything. I was very grateful for her because she took care of me by cooking dinner and put on 'Whose Line is it Anyway' to distract me. I recall as she put it on, she said to me, 'I think this will be a good thing for you to watch, and if my memory serves correct, this show always made you laugh, and you need a good laugh.' She's not wrong.
Later, she cleaned and suggested to me that I should go to bed. I remember the last thing she said was something along the lines of, 'You've been through enough, and before you let your mind wander to a place where it has no reason to be, you should sleep. I'm sure it will help, and I will turn off everything and lock the bottom lock on my way out.' I decided she was right because my eyes were swollen and burned due to how much I cried. Yeah, I really do need to sleep this off, and I feel a painful headache coming on anyway.
The second I was in bed and under the covers, my damn mind immediately thought of how Mia wasn't here with me, making me cry. I mentally cursed myself and tried to stop the tears from forming, but it was impossible. I got into the fetal position and held myself, hoping to get some sort of comfort from this. Soon enough, as I drifted off to sleep, I prayed not to have any dreams or nightmares throughout the night.