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This chapter contain some simple yet painful mature content. So it's your wish whether to continue or drop here itself.
Author POV
"Siya" sid shouted afterall he had heard what siya spoke before.
Siya turned around like kid who got caught while stealing chocolates.
Sid signalled to vyshali to go out and she left looking at siya with warning and pitty 'like you are dead now'
Sid came towards her after locking the door and messaged to vivek before getting in.
"Why" sid asked as he settled on bed where siya stood infront of him by shifting her one leg to other.
"Now why are you scared as if I will eat you now" sid asked and made her sit on chair infront of him.
"Say something doll" sid asked looking at her where she shook her head and mumbled nothing.
Siya POV
How can I say that someone is staying with us that dad sold mom to someone as he is greedy much.
How can I say that now he is living with me and mom together where khushank and dad is living together in another house.
How can I say that the day we shifted to new house all I could hear mumbling sound of mom and uncle all the night
How can I say that mom checking me whether I slept or not and where uncle pulling her and doing something.
Even though I shut my eyes tight, I feel the bed moving where mom saying sound coming and all.
How can I say, I'm lying their like a rigid without moving a little as scared to even turn.
How can I say that I can't even stay at night where I find some peace in books to avoid everyone and everything.
How can I say, I'm scared that now I'm waking up with little sound or even if I feel someone shadow on me.
How can I say, when I turned trying to sleep and witnessed mom sleeping under him.
How can I say, I opened my eyes as got scared with some sound and saw that they are lying under the duvet in some position which I didn't even understand what they are doing.
How can I say, I'm so dumb to accept something or to know something.
How can I say, I heard murmuring voice of them fast, bit slow it's paining and unfortunately opened my eyes listening to pain word but shut immediately seeing uncle doing something with mom chest.
How can I say, when I feel nothing is happening and opened my eyes and saw mom wearing saree and uncle is helping in different way that I shut my eyes and tears rolled down.
How can I say, when I woke up in middle to go washroom but found none beside me that got panic but understood they are in washroom.
How can I say, I hide myself under duvet to not make them uncomfortable that when they walking out of washroom.
How can I say, I feel nothing yet everything that happening infront of my eyes yet I'm behaving like blind.
How can I say, how I fought myself to ask you what exactly will happen and cursed myself that no teacher said anything about this. Infact no teacher was there to teach biology as they are going to shift the place of school that we left alone there and I didn't tried to learn about nothing even other insisted as I'm not interested in studies at that time.
How can I say, how hard I control my tears not to let fall when I heard she is sleeping nothing will happen and continued with their work.
How can I say, I saw some marks on mom skin but don't know what happen to her and how to react.
How can I say, how I fought whether to ask or not when I saw mark on her cleavage when her pallu move down.
How can I say, that I got worried seeing them for time like that but later when I understood what it is and roam around to make myself understand and accept.
How can I say, that my brother knows everything that he accepted but still I don't know where it's leading.
How can I say, that my dad is the reason behind all this.
How can I say, how I fought with my turmoil inside whether mom is happy or not.. willing or not..
How can I say, how I shattered at same time happy when I saw mom smile that she willing and happy which I understand later
How can I say, how I'm trying to accept what happening around me.
How can I say, that I got scared and didnt let you touch me for many days.
How can I say, I don't want live but left with no option.
How can I say, when I'm sleeping that now I'm getting nightmares and found peace in your arms that I'm waiting all the night to sleep for a while in your arms to feel safe and sound that I'm scared that you may judge me and became selfish to not let you go out of my mess.
Suddenly, I feel the warm and wet on cheeks that when I realised, I'm crying all the way making sid worry that he hugged me while wiping the tears whispering sweet yet nothing to make me calm
"You need to say anything, if you are not comfortable doll and remember I can wait all long" he said and kissed my forehead that leaned into him that don't know when sleep engulfed me.
Sid POV
I don't know what exactly happened to her but she is behaving weirdly. Infact she is at all comfortable to even talk so I let her take to hospital.
But they said "she needs time and she is not to share her pain" I even accepted and tried all the way to deviate her to studies as she always immersed in it.
I didn't kissed her not touched her for almost a month.
Later when I hugged her, I sensed her body becoming stiff that I understood something is happening as she already said they shifted to other house and living mom as mom send dad and brother to other house.
I glee in happiness when I heard from her as it will become more easy to ease her pain but her behaviour changed into worst that irked me more with time passed
As doctor said " when she can't say anything, we can't do anything"
I fought with her to come and stay in hostel may be change in environment may help her that what I guessed.
But this stubborn beauty didn't agreed and we didn't talk as nothing is coming into my mind and at the same time I can't see her like that.
Finally , when we are back to normal after long one and half month that when she hugged me and kissed me.
For a second, I was shocked but later we mend but I can sense something wrong and bothering her.
But this time, I didn't asked because I want her to open up herself.
But what I heard when she asking vyshali shook me hard.
I feel like she no need to know all the things now, she is innocent and naive to know all this because, first her studies or school before inter was not good and second she don't go out and don't know how people are. It's all her house and college.
So now I don't want to let her know anything as I want her to come out her pain and the bubble she creates so she can see the world.
So when I asked why she got that doubt, she was nervous as she got caught.
When I asked sternly she was scared so I calmed down and let her sit and asked slowly as I want her free herself.
I'm sure about one thing is, even anu can't make her out other than me but I don't know how to do it.
She immersed herself in thoughts and I'm observing her facial expressions and slowly tears started to roll down but she didn't cared infact she is not in sense.
I held her I'm my arms and wiped her tears and hugged her to ease her but she is like rooted their and made me panic.
"Doll doll " I called as wipping her tears which rolling down freely.
I don't know what to do, that I hugged her tight as it's breaking me from inside seeing her like this.
She came back to her sense and looked at me and suddenly throw her arms around me and cried hard.
But trust me if I came to know that your father did tried to do something again like that I will kill him.' I promised myself and said some soothing words to calm her and wipped her tears.
She snuggled into me like a kid while wrapping her arms and legs around me and soon she slept in my arms.
She hugged and snuggled into my crook of neck where her lips are touching my skin.
If this is some other situation, k could have aroused right now but now I'm feeling like she is a kid and slept peacefully in my arms.
I removed her from me slowly while kissing her forehead and went out by locking it.
I brought food after sometime and wake her up but she winced and slept but sat abruptly
She looked around and looked at me and relaxed herself and smiled at me.
I feed her with my hands while talking about random things to deviate her. Slowly she engrossed in talking and she felt comfortable but my mind is roaming around
"Why asked that question and why she cried when I asked about the reason' I thought and cursed myself that I can find what happening around her but I don't want to do that as I want to give her privacy.
Moreover I want her to let free herself so we can grow even more stronger.
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