Yall I got a weird ass taste in music.
Colors.
Twirling around like I've never seen before.
Am I hearing banana brain by Die antwoord?
I swear that's her accent.
I think I have lost my mind.
"SHES AWAKE!"
Who's awake? Why is it such a big deal she is awake?
Ninja is rapping now... I swear I am going insane
"Star, can you hear me kitten?"
Kitten. HEY, THATS ME!
"hmm"
"can you hear us Miss Montgomery? Squeeze my hand for yes."
Sure, I'll squeeze your hand if that means you will let Namjoon talk to me.
"That's good, Miss Montgomery."
"Mr. Kim, now that she is awake, I need to take some more test to check on the baby."
The fuck did he just say?
"Alright, doctor. I will call for you if anything happens."
"Baby? What is he talking about, Namjoon?"
Is that Logan?
"Star is pregnant."
No I most certainly am not!
"Well, which one of you geniuses is the dad?"
None, I am definitely not pregnant!
"I was the only one she.."
No.
I refuse.
I open my eyes a bit, trying to look at Joon.
He rushes to me when he sees me looking at him.
"Hey, kitten. How do you feel?"
I open my mouth to speak, but only a groan escapes.
Why is my throat so sore?
"are you hurt? I will go get the doctor."
I grab his hand.
"n-no."
He nods.
"B-ba-by?"
His eyes widen. "You heard me?"
I squeeze his hand.
Squeeze for yes.
"You're pregnant, Star."
I shake my head. "No."
He sighs. "Look. I know its not ideal, but I promise I will do whatever it takes to make sure from here on out you're protected. I also take full responsibility for my actions as to how we ended up in a situation like this. We have been together for a few months, and I know this is something none of us even thought about. But we are adults. We did this together. We have to take responsibility for this, No matter how scary it might be. I'm ready. I know you might not be, but we also have the others to help as well. I love you, and I hope you see that."
Tears are streaming my face.
I'm not ready. I don't think I will ever be ready. but Joon is right. We didn't take precautions, and this was a we thing. On instinct, I place my hand gently on my stomach, quickly hissing at the sudden pain.
"I think she might have disturbed the stab wound. I will go get the nurse."
I feel really bad. I completely forgot Logan was here.
Yoongis pov:
"Alright you guys, you've got about 5 minutes before the lunch bell, so try to clean up your work area for the next class. "
The 16 students in the class walk around, picking up excess wood from the bird houses they were instructed to make.
This class was building construction, the next is when the high schoolers come over for welding.
A girl trips over a cord, causing the air line connected to the nail gun to come unattached, sending the gun flying into a wall.
Lucky enough they arent allowed to use the tool yet, because the nail would have shot me in the face.
Lucky me I guess.
"Miss Lars, please finish what you were doing and take a seat." I walk to the cord and connect it back to the gun.
I cant cut off the air compressor until after lunch.
I hear wolf whistles from behind me, and quickly turn to see why.
Jimin is standing in the doorway, and I guess the group of 8th graders think he's attractive.
Stupid puberty hormones.
The bell rings, and the kids almost trample a startled Jimin to the ground.
"DONT FORGET YOU HAVE A TEST TOMORROW!" I yell after them.
Whether they heard or not is on them.
I walk back to the small office room in the corner by the door, and sit down at my computer.
"Baby, you need to eat. "
I dont turn from my computer.
"I'm busy Jimin."
"No, you need to eat."
I slam my hand on the desk.
"NO! The end of the second 9 weeks is literally next month, and I want them to be prepared for the end of semester exams. I want to go ahead and get everything done, so that I can spend the extra time come exams and spend it with you guys! So I'm not fucking hungry, I just want to work on these exams!"
Jimin looks at me before punching the table in front of him.
"You're going to eat, Min Yoongi! We all know you've been ignoring meals since star has been in the hospital!"
He throws the pizza box on the same desk and storms out of the office.
I sigh and stand, following him. I wrap my arms around his back.
"I'm sorry for yelling." He apologizes.
"Don't be. You're right. I'm just so worried about her. I dont know what I would do if I lost her. Or any of you guys. I love you."
I do something I have tried my best not to do in front of anyone.
I break down and cry.
Oh my gosh you guys I got my first tattoo ever 2 days ago and oh my god it hurt so bad and the after care suc-
Yeah I lied. This is like my 7th tattoo, and didnt hurt at all.
The only tat that I have that hurt was the one on my thigh and on the center of my back.
I have a snake and moon on my right arm
I am, my new see no evil, and cheshire cat on my left.
A feather and a flower with love and hate on my back
And a dragon with a skull and spider on my leg.
So yeah that's something you probably didnt know lol.
And here is a pic of me for those who were wondering what I looked like. So yup.
So yeah! Stay kind. Stay humble. Stay lovely and stay hydrated!
-Jessica