* few days later*
jade was supposed to be on josh's podcast BFFS today
she quickly got ready
shoes:
(hair and makeup from that pic)
her and jaden walked outside at the same time
he was gonna go to the studio to record while she was filming the podcast
they kissed goodbye
jade got in the car with josh
josh-any certain questions that you don't want me to bring up
jade-i don't really care just please don't being up any of the noah drama
josh-gotchu
they made small talk till they got to the studio
*skip to when they started recording*
(also if you guys didn't know josh hosts the BFFS podcast with dave so he's gonna be in this too)
dave-well we have a special guest today
he pointed to jade
dave-jade winters
jade-hiii
*skip to after they introduced her*
dave-well to start,jade you are the only sway girl. how bad is that role
jade giggled- it's not bad at all
dave-ummm i don't know about that
jade-no tbh i know the boys have like this stereotype of being douche bags but they're all really sweet. and are always very good to me.
dave-and you live with some of the most problematic people on the internet. are you've never been in drama? how?
jade-i keep myself away from that. i'm just mot interested in drama and try to stay out of it at all costs. doesn't always work out but i try
dave-aren't you with jaden though
jade-i am
dave-but he was with mads for a while so how did you not let that turn into a mess
jade-oh that was a messy situation but it was kept off of the internet for the most part and me and mads actually talked everything out and we're friends now actually
josh-yeah one day jade just walked downstairs and told us she was friends with mads and it was quite surprising just cause there was a lot of issues with them in the past. but hey good for them though
dave-two teenage girls fighting over a boy was probably a very interesting time. and also is jaden not going crazy with the thought that one of the boys are gonna try to be slick and get with you
jade-i friendzone all the boys and they know it. and most of them have girlfriends and jaden knows i would never even think to cheat on him. me and him have had many talks about it.
dave-so you're telling me the only one of those boys you've slept with is jaden
jade-no
josh started laughing
dave-what do you mean no
jade-i uh was like with quinton for a little bit
dave-ohhh and jaden like hates him huh?
jade-no they're like best buds. i told them not to let me come between anything and they listened
dave-ohhh gotcha. well i do have one question. you're like 17 and moved in the sway house at 15. are you still in school and do you still go home to visit family
jade looked at josh
josh looked at dave and kinda nodded his head so dave wouldn't ask about jade's home life just cause she's not really open with the internet about her mom and all that stuff
jade-um well right before i moved to LA i was in online school cause of covid but before that,i was going to real school. i wasn't bullied but i definitely had my fair share of teenage drama. i had friends but i never had a best friend or had multiple friends either. i wasn't ever one of the popular mean girls. i always tried to be nice and i don't think a lot of people liked that. and there were a lot of girls who hated me. and it took a toll on me. and there was a lot of other personal issues going on too. so being able to move to LA was awesome. the boys are always very supportive of everything i do. and i had a hard time finding that at home. i mean i had my grandma who was my best friend. and she was my only support system. but i never had like friendships the way i do with the boys
dave-cmon,you're like the beauty standard you're telling me you weren't one of the mean girls
josh-i'll take this one,jade is the definition of kind. she has never let her looks take control of her attitude or ego the way a lot of other girls do. she's always been like that. i've never seen her give anyone an attitude. i don't know how she does it but she does
dave-well what do your friendships look like that go beyond the boys
jade-well nessa barrett is my best friend for sure.
dave-yeah we actually had her on the podcast. i don't think she likes me
jade laughed-nessa is one if those people that it's very hard to get close to. but i'm really happy i was able to
josh-not gonna lie,there's been times i was a little jealous cause they're always with eachother
jade laughed
josh- they spend so much time together. but i mean it makes nessa happy
dave-yeah when nessa was on here she talked a lot about how you're the main person who's always there
josh-what am i then
jade laughed
jade-okay the thing is josh is always there but he's not an emotional guy. like i don't think he knows how to sit down with her and really talk to her. and i've always been told that i'm good at that.
josh-oh for sure
jade smiled
*the podcast ended up going on for like 20 more minutes but skip to when they're done*
jade and josh drove back to the house
she got back and nessa came over
when nessa came inside
jade-NESSAAAA
nessa-hey pretty
they sat down and just talked eachother and filmed a few tiktoks
nessa-what do you think about this ring? it's kind of expensive but i love it should i get it
she showed jade a pic
jade-wait i love that
nessa-really
jade-yeah you should definitely get that
*a few minutes later*
jaden got home
jade-hey babe
jaden-hi sweetheart
he kissed her head
jaden-sup ness
nessa-hey j
josh came down to see ness
jaden-what are we doing tonight
jade-i don't know,you guys just wanna stay home?
josh-me and nessa have dinner plans with noah and curtis do you guys wanna come?
jaden-jade do you want to?
jade-i don't care
jaden-i think we'll pass bud
josh-alright,we're gonna go now
jade-bye ness love u
nessa-bye nuggie love u
*they left*
jaden-well do you wanna go to for a drive
jade-yeah!! i love doing that
jaden-you're so cute when you're excited
jade-i'm gonna change really fast
they got in the car
she played her music
she put on drivers license (but jadens cover)(which i personally think is better than the original. i still love the original one though ❤️)
they were singing and jade took a picture
she posted on snapchat
they started to just talk
they've obviously been very open with eachother but jade has always been very closed off about her life before fame. even with jaden.
*mid conversation*
jaden-what caused all of the depression and anxiety
jade-i don't know. i just didn't have the right support. i mean i had my grandma but she was sick and could only do so much. you know? i was alone a lot. i only had myself. and it sucked
jaden-i get it. i mean i obviously has family but i still felt alone
he squeezed her hand "i love you precious. i will always be here. even if we don't end up together,you can always come to me. i love you so much it's hard to put it into words"
she teared up "ew i don't wanna cry right now but i love you so much"
he parked the car and they kinda just sat in an empty parking lot to talk
"it feels so good to be able to have a boyfriend who cares. you know? i've had a boyfriend in the past. never really talked about him to anyone. but he sucked. and im just so happy i have you. i'll never be able to put into words how grateful i am. and i mean that. you make me so happy j."
TW ⚠️⚠️:eating disorders
"i love you angel. with all my heart. and i do wanna say this. i didn't really say anything cause i know it's such a sensitive topic with you but i'm really proud of you for getting better with eating. i know you struggled with that for so long. and even before we started dating,i saw you struggle with it. and sometimes i'd think to myself "why isn't she eating" and it scared me. and when we did start dating i realized that it was a problem. and it scared me a lot. i didn't realize that you were struggling with that as much as you were. i wish i knew. but i'm so proud of you for eating. you are always gonna be beautiful jade. and i know every single guy says this to his girlfriend but i actually truly believe you are the most beautiful girl ever. i love you.
(TW ⚠️: if any of you are struggling with eating please message me. you are worth more than you'll even know. you deserve to eat. no matter what. i love u. you matter. please never hesitate to reach out to me. ❤️❤️)
jade-babyyy i love you so much oh my gosh. and thankyou for telling me that seriously. it means a lot that you saw a change with my eating. i really am trying.
jaden-i love you. and i always will. regardless of your weight. cause you are precious
he kissed her forehead
jade-i fucking love you