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❗Tw: suicide ❗
'Take me to the rooftop I wanna see the world When I stop breathing Turning blue'
She slowly walked up the stairs, almost as if she doesn't want to do it, but something inside of her tells her to go
She finally arrived at the the top of the building, opening the huge doors, she felt a cool breeze blow onto her face
Goosebumps arose on her skin, she wasn't even dressed for the cool weather but it didn't matter....
Nothing matters anymore
She walked all the way to the edge of the huge building staring down, at all the people and cars driving. They all looked like ants at her point of view
The city lights illuminating off her perfect face
She knew this was the way she wanted to die, she wanted to see the city lights one more time before she closes her eyes for eternity
'Tell me love is endless Don't be so pretentious Leave me like you do'
Love? Even the thought of love makes her sick
The only person she truly loved, the only person she saw a future with left her
He used to tell her their love was "forever" Why didn't she realize he was lying?
At the end of the day she always waited for him, and he left
He always did
'If you need me Wanna see me Better hurry Cause I'm leaving soon'
She left him a note
She told him how she felt, on that note
She was hoping he would come, come get her
He could stop her from doing this, only he can
She waited for him, she always did
He never showed up, he never does
'Sorry can't save me now Sorry I don't know how Sorry there's no way out But down'
There's no way of escaping the thoughts she has
She's sorry that she doesn't know how to be the perfect daughter, the perfect friend, the perfect girlfriend
She sees no way out of this dark hole of sadness
There's no way of escaping
The only way she can escape all her insecurities, her dark thoughts if she's dead
The only way of escaping if she jumped off this huge building
The only way is down...
'Taste me The salty tears on my cheek That's what a year long headache does to you'
She remembers when Finn used to care about her
The times he used to wipe away her tears when she cried
All the happy memories with him came back, and she felt tears stain her shirt
She promised herself she wouldn't cry, but she broke that promise
'I'm not ok I feel so scattered Don't say I'm all that matters Leave me Deja vu'
She's not ok She never was ok
Her mind is scattered with thought and emotions
All these emotions for one guy?
Her friends warned her to stay away from him
But no, she fell in love with Finn
And where did that bring her? On top of a building ready to kill herself
She knew Finn lied when he said that she was important to him
He lied He lied He lied
He'll just leave her again, same old story
She stood at the edge and she looked at the lights one more time
She was ready, ready to finally let go of all the pain, she was ready to forget about him
'Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them But I'm not sorry'
She said bye to everyone important to her
She knows if she kills herself it's going to hurt people
But she's not sorry
The only she can think of right now is that she won't feel pain anymore
She took a deep breath, the cold breeze still there
And she jumped
It was almost asif everything was in slow motion, the people screaming and panicking because someone is busy falling from the roof of a building
But the only thing she was looking at was the lights, the lights were the last thing she wanted to see
She hit the ground, dying immediately
Little did she know Finn was on his was, thinking that he could save her
