Teasing Game

chapter 20

"Sobrang sakit ba?" Nag-aalalang tanong nito.

"Medyo but I'm really tired, gusto ko na umuwi at matulog." Reklamo ko. May sasabihin pa sana siya pero may lumapit na employee sa amin at nilapag ang dalawang menu.

"Wait, o-order na kami." Pagpigil ni Ieous nang akmanh aalis na ang waiter.

"One order of garlic parm boneless.." Ieous gaze landed on me, waiting for my order.

"Same." Tipid na sagot ko.

"Okay, two order of new york style. For drinks water and two sprites." Binalik niya ang tingin sa waiter. Hindi na ako umalma sa sprite, favorite soda ko 'yun. The guy jotted it down.

"Thank you sir, just wait for your order." And he walked away.

Ieous turned his head to me and move his chair closer. He put his left arm on my back- on the chair and looked at me straight in the eyes.

"Kelly, we need to talk about us, what happened earlier." He was lowering his voice to make sufe that I was the only one who could hear him.

"Anong ibig mo sabihin?" What he meant was really blurry for me. What does he want to talk about?

Gusto ba niya ng feed back? Comment? Vote? Thumbs up?

"You allowed me to..." natigil ito. He looked like he was having a second thought in finishing his sentence. I raised my brow and waited sa iduduktong niya. "Deflower you." He swallowed.

He looked so nervous, was this his first time to deflower someone? Ako ba ang unang berhen na nakatalik niya?

Pero hindi ko alam kung anong patutunguhan ng usapan na 'to.

"Malamang Ieous, tigang na tigang ako. Ilang beses na natin nakikita ang isa't isang hubad at ilang beses na hindi natutuloy 'yung dapat nangyayari sa ating dalawa. I am sexually frustrated and just want to be banged. The reason why I was on the club was because I want to get laid." Pagpapaliwanag ko.

His eyes became clouded and I saw his teeth clenched but he turned his head away from me. Useless, I could still see his face. He was breathing heavily. I know, I could hear it and see his shoulder and chest rising. He looked back at me.

"You mean you're willing to give it to anybody?" There was annoyance in his voice when he asked.

I organize my thoughts fist before answering him. Yes, I was sexually frustrated. Yes, I went to club to find someone who could jave sex with me. No, I rejected guys who tried to wooh me. No, I realize I want Ieous to take me because he was the one who's responsible in making me feel horny.

"No." I replied. "Well, noong una pero dapat ikaw pala. You're teases made me horny so you should take responsibilify of it." Dagdag ko pero may idadagdag pa ako para maklaro sa kaniya bago pa siya gumawa ng konklusyon na ikasasaya ng ego niya.

Naalala ko nokng nagkita ulit kami. Ilang beses namin inaakit ang isa't isa, sinusubok kung sino ang unang bibigay. Sa larong ito, ako ang talo at hindi ko itinatanggi iyon. Ngayon at nakuha na niya ang gusto niya, siguro tatantanan na niya ako. Gusto ko na lubayan na niya ako dahil unti-unting nawawala sa isipan ko na gusto ko siyang ungusan sa industriyang hinaharian namin. Kailangan ko manguna dahil kung hindi, patuloy akong mamaliitin ng mga kaaway ko. Hindi ako mahina at papatunayan ko sa kanila 'yon. Ipapalamon ko sa kanila lahat ng mga masasakit na sinasabi nila sa pagkatao ko.

"Una at huling beses na 'tong mangyayari. Alam ko na ito lang naman ang gusto mo sa akin, your game and you win. You just want to see me kneeling down to satisfy your greed to win and you had it." Malamig na sabi ko habang deretsong nakatingin sa mga mata niya.