SECOND CHANCE

Chapter 1: Jillian's second chance

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18.NOV.2015

"Madam.. Ur awake?" Terpinga-pinga saya nampak bekas maid saya. Shit! My head hurt!

"Madam, please drink this hangover soup.." Saya tengok dia dengan muka hairan, what.... What is this?

"N-nanny sue...." I'm speechless. I thought i died! What is this? Is this a dream? Hah! God are you playing with me? This is so real...

"Hahahahahahahahahaha... Even after i died..." Even after i died my life seems so be a joke to this world.

"M-madam... What are u saying?" Saya tengok muka Nanny sue yang bingung, kenapa semua nampak real? Dejavu? Or a dream? Saya picit tangan saya sampai merah, if i'm dreaming please wake up.. If i dream myself dying please wakeup.....

Ugh! Sakit. Saya buka mata tapi depan mata saya masih ada Nanny sue dengan muka dia yang tambah bingung dan risau. Berpeluh dahi dia walaupun ni bilik ada air-con.

"Hah.........." This is not a dream! This is not a dream! Not a dream! I'm still alive.....

"Nanny sue, what time is it and what a year is it??" I need to check everything. Maybe i was dreaming that i died.

"Madam, its 1pm and its 2015.." I was stunned, saya cepat2 berdiri dan tengok tu kalendar di meja lampu. 18.NOV.2015. !!!!
I... I was.... Did i time travel?! Hahahahahahahaha! Airmata saya mengalir laju, Oh God... Did you pity me that much?

"Madam.... Master is busy with his work, he will be back when he is done with his work." MASON......... That person, that name, everything about him, i hate everything about him. But why? Kenapa hati saya sakit bila ingat dia? No... This time i'm not going to fell inlove with him. Saya tarik nafas dalam2 baru pusing tengok Nanny sue. Lepas saya kahwin dan pindah dari family mansion kami, Nanny sue ikut saya tinggal sini Private home si Mason.. But after 1tahun kami pindah sini Nanny sue kena fitnah mencuri dan memukul maid yang lain, because i was never care about anything selain kejar si Mason, Nanny sue kena buang kerja. I found out everything lepas tau si Mason ada hubungan lain di belakang saya. And that person is his ex-girlfriend, tapi lepas dorang jumpa balik masa tu lah hubungan saya dengan my so-called husband betul2 tida dapat diperbaiki sudah. Thanks to his assistant, i did everything to make him notice me. I did everything that his assistant told me what he 'like'... I found out assistant si Mason tu cousin ex-girlfriend dia. Heh! But i don't care about that anymore, whatever schemes their planning to do. I don't care anymore, even if that makes him drive away from me. The only regret i have right now, i didn't go back when i still have my Grandfather and didn't married to Mason.

"Madam......" Saya terbangun dari lamunan saya. Nanny sue ni orang putih, sebab keluarga kami keturunan orang putih semua maid kami orang putih tapi Nanny sue saja yang ikut saya, maid kami yang lain semua tinggal di family mansion. Lepas Grandpa meninggal saya tiada siapa2 sudah. Grandpa ada satu anak saja, tu mamy saya. Sebelum saya faham apa2 mamy saya sudah meninggal, and i never knew my father. My mother is a very secretive person, no matter how much Grandpa ask sampai lah mamy saya meninggal tida pernah pun dia bagitau siapa dady saya.

"Nanny sue.. I miss home, pack our bag. We're going, home." Saya senyum. Since si Mason pun 1minggu 1 kali saja pulang then what is the meaning for me to stay? Kalau yang dulu memang la saya tinggal sini walaupun tau tu lelaki tida pulang. Hahahaha! I can't believe i'm that stupid.

"But madam.... Master, he...." saya pegang tangan Nanny sue, i'm tired of that master. Master this, master that.

"It's okay. I'll call him." Hah! Call my ass! Saya bagitau pun bukan dia peduli.

"Okay madam. I'm going to pack up my clothes first. I'll pack urs later. Drink the soup." Saya tengok tu soup yang Nanny sue bawa. Hangover soup. Hangover soup. Hahahahahaha! Oh my god! Jillian! You made fool of yourself! Lepas berjam2 tunggu si Mason pulang untuk dinner yang saya buat for our 9month anniversary, terus saya mabuk satu orang minum tu wine! Hahahahaha! Just great Jillian! Just great! No wonder he loathed me so much, i was so obsessed about him. Every month saya buat dinner untuk monthsary kami. Yikes! Semua idea ni saya dapat dari assistant dia yang bodoh tu!

And around this time there's a certain person who's 'waiting' for a call..

After lunch meeting dengan client Mason dengan assistant dia pulang di office. Si mason baca tu file sambil tengok jam tangan dia. Sepatutnya masa ni berpuluh2 sudah misscall dan message dari wife dia but today 1 miscall dan message pun tiada. Berkerut dahi si Mason teringat isteri dia dirumah, walaupun dia tiada perasaan dengan si Jillian tapi dia masih terfikir sebab hari ni si Jillian tida cari dia. 'this is good' dia fikir dalam hati. At least tida lah dia dengar complain dan clinginess si Jillian. Senyum kecil si Mason terfikir pasal tu.

TBC 💜