As i walk to start a new life alone
Walking by the Long Island highway I find myself thinking why have I done to deserve this.
Why everyone left me
Why did my mom decided to send me off alone to the dangerous world
With out a goodbye
Or with out a single word
I lost my family but I guess they don't love me no more.
But I feel like a complete loser
Searching
And searching
I found my father
I looked at him and I told him the news
I asked for her
And he helped me
I could not believe my eyes
But I was scared
Idk how to act or how to tell him "hey dad hows it been after 15 years without you in the picture? "
I was thinking so much and then it came to conclusion that he actually cares about his offsprings
I was very exited to start a new life and then working made it better.
As I started working and being there with my father me and him talked and talked and had fun we communicated like I knew him for years,
Day after day
Night by night
He showed me that he is a good father
I cried nights on trying to figure out how am I gonna live out like this
How am I gonna turn my life up
So I worked hard and sleepless nights and got the chance to buy my house.
(2 weeks later)
As I was scrolling down my phone
I saw a face
A face that I liked
A face that made me go dumb
The beauty
The eyes of a tiger about to catch the prey
The lips of a queen
The way she looked was stunning
I could not believe my eyes
It felt something out of a movie
I had to message her.
Hai
- hello
I'm josh
- hello josh I'm Lynn
Pleasure Lynn thats a beautiful name
- no it's not it's a basic ass name and a weird one for me
- hey it's ok I think it's pretty cute
That's where it all started
It was crazy how I related my self to her
Everything seem so compatible between us
Like it was a click
But she hit me with bad news
She mentioned another guy
Meaning her boyfriend
I felt like shit because I really wanted her
It took me days and days to message her, to actually have the balls to message her
We became friends
"It's better than anything " I said to myself
After days of talking I really was catching feeling to quick
And at a split of a second I feel asleep and dreamed with her in my mind.
I slowly start to realize that she might change my life forever.
Time passed and we got to know each other a little better.
As time past I realized that I've done many mistakes in my life and I saw my worst and my best, soon after I called up my mom and talked to her, how was she, if she misses me, and what was the reason to Trow my out, it was not much of a answer that I was expecting to listen from my mother but I clearly saw a sad look in my moms face.
Soon after I worked the summer
I worked and worked then Lynn is catching feelings as so am I.
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