Wrong lies -M.R, D.M, T.N

14 - Mattheo Riddle

"How come you thought of him?" Ginny asks, and I shrug.

"I dont know, he seemed quiet and sad, and I I wondered if it was because of his father." Ginny thinks for a moment.

"Maybe, or he's tired? I mean, he is a bad guy. Dont feel bad for him." I nod slowly. I'm not feeling bad for him. I just want to know what happened.

"Okay, now help me with question four," Ginny says, and I nod before returning to the book.

M A T T H E O
She is bloody fucking everywhere, and it won't stop. If I'm drunk, then I fucking think of her. If I go to sleep, well, guess what? Then she is in my fucking dreams. And every single time I'm hard, well, then she decides to show up again. Daisy Scott is everywhere, and it freaks me out. I hate her, dont it? I mean, I'm a horny guy. Is she pretty? No, she is fucking gorgeous. Every single part of her is pure perfection. But I fucking hate her for making me feel this way. Did it have to be her? How the fuck do I get this to stop.

"That ginger girl makes me want to kill someone," Draco mumbles as we walk into the common room, and Theo nods slowly. I, on the other hand, try to fucking think of something disgusting. Like my old grandma in a clown suit or something to get this shit down.

"You okay, mate?" Theo asks me, and my friends stare at me for a minute.

"I'm fine. I'm just so fucking tired of this school. I hate everyone here." They stare at each other and then back at me.

"Not you two. You know I love you, but the others here are bloody annoying, and they get on my nerves." They nod slowly.

"Well, we are not wanted here. Everyone hates us," Theo looks down. I feel bad for the guy. He is the sweetest guy ever if you only knew him. But everyone thinks he is bad, and he pretends to be bad when he actually sweeter than candy.

"Hey, not everyone hates us." Draco says and then looks back at me. I shrug. Most people hate us.

"That's because they are scared of us. I mean, why would they like us?" Theo whispers, and I feel my heart sink. I didn't know he felt this way.

"Hey Theo, how long have you felt this way?" I ask him, and Draco looks at me, confused.

"A while? I'm not sure. I feel like I'm in the wrong place. I'm not as strong as you two, and"

"You are stronger than me? Look at me. I'm a fucking mess, Theo. You are the strongest person I know." Theo looks down, and I jump closer to him.

"What is really going on, Theo? I know you dont care about those other people." Theo sighs, and I feel like he is holding in his tears right now. Fuck, seeing him like this really breaks me.

"I feel like my mother would be embarrassed by who I have become. She would be disappointed, and I want to make her proud." He looks up at me with shiny eyes, and my heart fucking breaks.

"Theo..." Draco whispers, and I pull my friend into a hug. Probably the first time this has happened. We are all really fucking close, like a family. But we never hug. I usually dont hug people. I love these two guys. I would kill for them.

"Your mother would be proud of you, Theo. You are amazing. She loves you. We love you," I say, and he looks down, wiping away a few tears. I'm glad we are alone in the common room right now. I'm not sure Theo would want others to see him like this.

"Thanks, guys... I usually dont talk about my mother." Draco smiles at Theo, and I sigh.

"You can always talk to us, you know that, right?" Theo nods and forces a smile.

"Yeah, thanks." So fucking much is going on in my head right now. We all could need a party to just let go for a minute. I wonder if Daisy would show up if we had a party... Fuck no, dont think about her. She showed up last time, and it ended fucking terribly. I need a distraction, someone who can take my mind off this girl. Pansy Parkinson walks into the room, and I see my chance. Fuck it.

"Hey, Pans," She looks over at me and smiles a flirtatious smile.

"Hi, Matty," disgusting nickname.

"Do you have plans for tonight?" I feel the guys stare at me.

"Oh? No, I'm free." I nod.

"Come over to my dorm around nine." She bites her lips and then hurries up the stairs.

"What the fuck was that?" Draco asks me, and I shrug.

"You can't fucking fuck Parkinson. Have you lost your mind?" I frown.

"Why not?" I say.

"Because it's Pansy. She is weird and won't let you go after it. Since when do you have a thing for her?" Draco stares at me intensely.

"I dont know? She looks good, and she for sure knows how to fuck." Theo shakes his head.

"You have lost your mind, mate. If you seriously want to fuck her, then you need help." I shrug and stand up.

"Are you two done with your dont fuck her talk?" They nod slowly.

"I'll see you later," I leave the room, and they groan behind me. Fucking hell, I really need to get laid.

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THEO💔💔