BABALIWIN
What does he mean? May alam ba siya... sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko? Noon man... at kahit ngayon?
I looked at his face full of pleading. Now that he's here in front of me and telling me all this, it made me really confused. What are his intentions?
Fuck, I don't know anymore. Napaiwas ako ng tingin sa kanya ngunit pilit niya itong hinuli. He then gently touched my chin, napahawak naman ako sa kanyang palapulsuhan.
Hindi pa din ako mapalagay, lalo na dahil sa braso niyang nakapulupot pa din sa maliit kong bewang.
"I will do everything, Scarlet..."
Umiling ako. No. All I want now is to slap him in the face with the fact that I'm a grown woman and not the same as before! Hindi ako bumalik para madamay siya! Oo, gusto kong tumuon sakin muli ang atensyon niya, pero 'yung sasali pa siya sa gulong meron kaming pamilya? No, never.
"No—"
"Why not, huh?" He cut me off.
Hindi ako nakapagsalita.
"Hindi na tayo katulad ng dati, Rebecca. You can't control me this time." Mariin niyang sinabi sakin.
Muntik na akong mapanguso. Why? Did I controlled him before? Sa paano at anong paraan, kung ganon? Co'z I don't remember controlling him then. Madalas ko siyang utusan, iyon lang ang tanda ko.
If he thought I was controlling him then he was wrong. He doesn't know that he's actually saying the opposite, because he himself is in control of me. He doesn't know that since I discovered my feelings for him, he has dominated my own feelings.
I mentally shook my head at that thought. Iniwaksi ko 'yon sa isipan at sinagot ang lalaki sa aking harap.
"My world is too cruel for you, Maddieson. "I said, straight into his eyes. "If you want to involve yourself in my life again... Then think carefully." Hinawi ko ang kamay niya.
Dumilim ang mukha niya sa dahil sa sinabi ko. I shrugged my shoulders at sinubukang kumawala sa katawan niyang nakaharang sakin ngunit nagulat ako nang hinapit niya pa lalo ang bewang ko!
"I told you... You can't control me this time." He whispered dangerously kasabay nang marahan niyang paghaplos.
I could feel his hot breath near my earlobe and cheek, nagtayuan ang mga balahibo ko doon. I was frozen in place habang nakahawak sa dalawang braso niya.
"I want to be part of you... again. No one can fucking change it, even your own doings. Try not to agree and you'll be fucking punish..." He said emphatically and with that I felt his hot lips on my ear!
Oh, fuck.
"M-Maddieson—"
"I'll go crazy when you leave again..." He whispered while still kissing that part of me.
Unti-unti na akong bumibigay. Oh, gosh! Unang araw ko ito dito sa kumpanya niya pero ano 'to?! You're one of a man whore, Madd!
"Madd—"
"Have you forgotten what I said years ago? Fuck." Aniya bago lumayo at umiwas.
I didn't! That's why I'm so confused now! I want to know the truth. What happened? What are his plans? Did he really cheat? What's with him and Crysel and lastly... Did my father do or say something to him back then?
Dahil sa kaguluhan ay isa lang ang nasabi ko.
"Take me to my office now." I commanded.
He heaved a sigh bago tumango, halatang napipilitan. I mentally slapped myself bago tumalikod at nauna nang lumabas ng kanyang opisina.
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The Beauty of Tomorrow (Montejo Siblings #2)
RomanceMontejo Siblings #2 Maddieson Montejo. Second child. The man with a mischievous face but a mysterious mind. He grew up with his father and older brother so his brain is also different. His life is quiet and serious until Rebecca Davies, a Law Studen...
