Bloodgulchlife57

Talk about myself? Um... there's really not too much interesting about me, so I'll explain why I write what I write. I mean... it's about me right? So for all you people who have read my work, you've probably started to notice a slight theme in some of my stories. Mainly in one, and starting in the other. It's the same reason I have a mature rating. So here's the deal. Without this sounding like a pity thing (cause honestly I hate pity. HATE IT).
The thing about me is I take influence from my personal life, and put it in my story. And at this point, all you smart people have probably caught on to what I'm saying. So here it is. I suffer from severe depression and anxiety. For a long time, people thought I had manic depression (bipolar disorder) because my depression hits in waves, and when it's not bad, I can usually fake it. Now please don't think that this means I need help. While yes, I need help dealing with it, I am going through every resource available to help, so don't worry. (not like I expected you to worry so much... I mean none of you know me but eh.) Anyways, off topic. What I'm trying to say is that yes. I will write about depression and suicidal thoughts (not suicide, it's my biggest trigger.) And you might think what's the difference? Thoughts don't mean blood or attempt. They're just thoughts. Anyway to wrap this up, I will write about these issues and warn everyone about it. But I thought I'd let you know why, so it doesn't seem like I'm "pandering." I'm just writing what I know. So there you go... I guess... I'm bad at this. Anyway thanks for listening/reading/supporting me. Really appreciate it :)