I don't know why Tanner was leaning lazily on me as we sat on the bench outside of Mata's residence. I get that he's drunk, but not that drunk. "Tee." I pushed him gently. He didn't budge an inch. "Tanner." I sang. He chuckled. "You're such a girl." A response finally. "I am one." I reminded him. He looked at me, "You are?" He mocked. I slapped his arm, "Are you that drunk?" I know he's not, the way he laughed indicated he's only kidding. I smiled to myself. "I'm gonna call Tyler." I said as I stood up. He grabbed my arm. "Don't." His eyes gleaming, pleading me not to call his twin brother. "He's not the one I need right now." Lines are getting blurry again. I don't want to ruin my friendship with Tyler, he's my bestfriend afterall. Starting a relationship with his twin would surely complicate things. I don't believe that we'll be together cause I gave up the idea of being with someone when James broke my heart. But Tanner was so determined to give this relationship a chance. I trust him completely, the way I trust Tyler. But could I trust myself?