Jessia is a girl who has faced abuse , many different forms , she destroyed herself for the sake of others, and finds the buzz she's always been yearned for, pain. She becomes a hot hurricane. Jessia grew up in a rough neighbourhood she was taken away and put in a Christian home soon she starts to believe in God. But her faith keeps going off and on like a light switch. Not only does she lose control she loses her mind . Dragged deeper into the darkness a mental illness takes over her mind , only making her cold and heartless until she loses faith and love. Jessia meets a boy who becomes her addiction , Phoenix . Does she find what love is after years of emptiness? Does she over come her mental illness? Does she stick to believing or not believing?