Pain. I've lived through it but never fought it, because its the only thing that stays in my life and never leaves.. "Do you usually push people away, when really you want them to stay?" My breath came to a halt. Sebastian now stood tall refusing to turn around and leave me alone. I felt helpless but, there was one thing I didn't see in those stormy blue eye's and that was the pity. ......................................................................... There is always never a beautifully perfect painting.