I wish I were normal. I wish I were pretty, with beautiful eyes and a gorgeous smile. With a laugh that is unforgettable. I wish I made an impact on someone's life like they do to me. I wish that I had a special beauty that captured you and pulled you in deeply. I wish you'd love me, that you'd get lost in my eyes, and couldn't help but smile when I did. I wish you'd wrap your arms around me and pull me closer, just to smile while kissing my lips. I wish you'd love me like I love you. I wish I had you to grab my hand and interlock your fingers with mine. I wish I had you here to tell me it's okay, to wipe my tears and kiss my face. To watch me sleep, push my hair aside. I wish I had you here to tell me it's okay. I wish she didn't have you. But from the very first day, your happiness mattered more than mine. I'd go through an eternity of suffering for you to be happy. I made a promise to be here for you no matter what to love you until I die, little did I know you'd be the death of me.