Matt was charismatic, magnetic, electric. Then I knew when we into any crowded room everyone's heads turned & stood up to talk to him. He was like this hybrid, this mix & the man he couldn't contain himself. I always got the sense that he became warm between being a good person and missing out on all the opportunities that life could offer a man as gentle as he. In that way I understood him & I loved him, I loved him, I loved him. & I still love him.