"I can't lose you." "I'm sorry but I just...can't" "Why?" "Because I can't love you, Jonathan." He looked at me tears threatning to spill from his eyes. I stood there an emotionless monster. "A girl like me doesn't deserve love. I'm not capable of it." A tear fell down his face. "Bad girls don't fall for bad boys." He sniffled. "So everything we had, everything I felt...was a lie?" "Yes. Nothing I held for you was real." But that was a lie. He didn't know that. I loved him more than anyone could ever imagine. I could live with him everyday of my life until I died. I just didn't want to be the first one to get hurt. That's why I did this. That's what I always do. I end everything because I'm scared. Of the power of love, and the fear of being hurt. [Unedited!] Story still progressing!