For my best friend who passed away this past winter. Her family died when she was a child and from that day she craved what life couldn't give to her and her family never wanted for her - death. So on the fateful day of December 14, 2014 she took her life freely, willingly, and openly to join her family in the welcoming caverns of heaven. I poured the emotions she could not express into this short story as a way of saying sorry for not saving her. I'm sorry, Katelyn. I miss you.