Philophobia noun (Greek philia, love + phobia, fear) - a persistent, abnormal, and irrational fear of love and intimacy, of deep relationship with somebody. In a world of Lions and Tigers, being a Panda never really suited anyone was like being the one with the big rimmed black glasses and the hidden personality. But it suited me and to me that's what really mattered. However, in the animal world, no Feline falls in love with a Panda. No problem. Okay, maybe two problems. (a) I was the only Panda in my habitat. (b) I don't want to fall in love. Not after what happened.