**This story will only be available as it is written. When complete, it will become unavailable on this platform!** Nakoma-Willow Soloman was the girl who got out. The good girl who got into a nice school, but still knew how to party. Hell, it was how she was raised. There was no weekend left un-partied with Dawn and Thana by her side, and no week being left to boredom. She worked hard and played harder. Her obsession in doing so would always get the best of her. Not long after her newfound freedom from her small hometown, Dawn and Thana left behind to finish highschool in Garden Village die in a tragic car accident. Coping with the loss of her two closest childhood friends, Nakoma turns to a world of partying, drugs, and unhealthy relationships to cope with the void left in her heart. Will the things she can't let go be what ultimately save her or leave her stranded in the end? Dedicated to Peter Neary and Owyn McInnis