"Maybe I'm crazy or maybe everyone else is." Is a saying that Amelia: "ms. perfect grades and perfect skirts" never thought she would relate to until now. One wrong thing at a new school caused the darkest of the dark to come out of Amelia and cause her life great tragedy. Days are longer, nights are sleepless and school might as well not exist. Life couldn't be more painful and perfect. Maybe she's crazy or maybe you're crazy for even thinking that she might be crazy. Or maybe she just needs pain, to feel something other then numbness. How could someone possibly go through this much because of one set back? If Amelia knew she would tell you. The pain of this one little thing sent her spiraling. Cloudy and rainy days become her normal. Darkness surrounded and engulfed her entire being and soul. Everyday was a chore, eating made her sick, moving made her head spin. She could do nothing without the feeling of death creeping up behind her. As time goes on nothing gets better, the feeling of complete and absolute despair clouds her every thought. until the utter feeling of helplessness and aloneness drowned her. Did she really need to be alive? Was there a point anymore? Does Amelia make it out safe and sound? Or does she end up hurt worse then she was when she started? Maybe you just need to read to find out, or maybe not. Amelia doesn't care either way.