Why is she so admirable!?

A guy named Matthew falls for his best friend and his best friend doesn't know it.

Mayian has always been known to have boys wrapped around her fingers and has always had to deal with the pressure of other guys wanting to get in her pants.
What she doesn't know is that her best friend Matthew has been in love with her since elementary and has tried to hide that face he hates when guys try their hardest with her.

They both are 17 and want to know more about love can they find what they are looking for in each other? Can they see that they both love each other and figure it out?

>Warnings< does contain-
Alcohol
Abuse
Eating disorder
Self harm
Attempted suicide
underaged drinking
swearing
May contain making out and light touching