Felix isn't looking for love. He'd settle for just being liked a little. After years of humiliations and being ignored and bullied, he's feeling unmoored and unhappy. Desperate for the approval of his cousin, Jakub, Felix has done his best to put aside everything from his love of music to his sexuality in order to make him proud. But now, Kassam, the guy he's secretly fantasized about, the one who has done nothing but treat him with disdain, is suddenly paying attention to him. And it's not at all how Felix imagined it would be. *This is the story of Felix discovering who he is and learning to value that boy, no matter how poorly everyone else treats him. It's also the story of Felix losing his virginity to a very, very sexy dickhead.