"Phoenix '' is about those recurring thoughts that sometimes out of nowhere makes you sad or happy and you know that those feelings are not necessarily real because they make you smile by yourself or hide under the blanket from nobody.. Those feelings are all in the past or they are all made of "could've" and "what if ''. And every time those feelings come to you, you wish to push them away and you did it but they'll come back tomorrow. Even if you kill the thoughts away, they would still come back like a phoenix.