November 2nd, the day he left me. 12:18, the time he left me. Taylor Middle was absolutely, completely, and entirely in love with her best friend Ryan McDough. They were both deeply in love with each other. But they were only Juniors, and they wanted their main focus to be on their schoolwork not a high school relationship. But when Ryan ends up in a deadly accident, how does Taylor cope with the pain, the regrets, the loss, the secrets she never knew? but more importantly, was it even an accident ?