Welcome to my diary --- I really hate using that word. I've had a friend recently check into a mental institute which was the kick in the ass I needed to realize that I myself am not okay. She was/is my lifeline in a way as I've told her anything and everything on my mind and now I need to learn how to deal with those thoughts on my own; which is why I've decided to write this. The last thing anyone really wants is for their diary to be read by unwanted eyes, but, I've realized that maybe a peek into another person's diary or life for that matter will help even just one person realize they aren't in this alone.