Ballie AU, sad!fic mention major character death. BOOK 1 - "Fuck I miss you, I had hoped this was all a lie, that you would meet me once I was out. That I'd get to hold you again, kiss you again. That this empty void was just temporary. But as I kneel here, it's all to real. You cant be gone..." - Death isn't the end, so please do not worry for I will always be alive! -- I dont own anything, all right to the show. I just use their character to my enjoyment. All mistakes are mind, I hope you enjoy