The upbeat drum of my heart matched the mind numbing beating inside of my ears as he carefully caressed my cheek with the back of his calloused hands quickly scanning my body with his lustful eyes. I want this, I want it more than anything. But something inside me continues to scream "This is wrong!" I opened my mouth to deny his gentle strokes of pleasure on the small of my back only to be greeted with his tongue deep into the depths of my mouth. I closed my eyes and my mind, allowing my self to enjoy the blissful feeling of the man that I love pleasuring me for the first time. His touch was lighter than a thousand feathers and his kisses as sweet as the tears of Jesus. Is this love? I'm not sure what is it all I know is that it was wrong, but it just feels so Right.