"I really wanna kiss you." "Then kiss me." He does. His lips push against mine in a desperate way. I kiss back with just as much vigor. I let my mind wander, I let myself believe that whatever we have is real. This has to be my biggest mistake at the end of all of this. Cooper McCain has had a crush on Thomas Williams for years. To win him over his best friend Carson Willis suggests a deal. They fake date to make him jealous. Along the way Cooper catches feelings for Carson and loses them for Thomas, but the problem is Carson is already gone. A\n: Hi I'm a loser sonofabitch who doesn't know how to write haha. TW: Strong Language, mentions of sexuality, underage drinking, mentions of drug use.