The break up with Eleanor couldn't have been worse I was now broken in desperate need of love I needed something to take the pain away. I thought of the quickest solution! Alcohol. I put on a decent outfit and walked out of my flat I inhaled the smell of the air. I looked at the stars and I bit my lip to hold back tears. The club was pretty intense everyone was getting high, drinking, dancing etc. now it was time for me to forget everything well at least for a while.