Im Holly, life sucks but i make it threw Im bullied by everyone life has been horrible. People say its just because im a teen and its my hormones but i dont think so. Hi, im katie. The girl who wrote this story, I wanted to explain something to you. I wrote all of this a year ago. most all of it is true, the boys Austin, Logan, and Chandler were the only friends that stuck by me in all my bad. Timmy is a real ex, we split because he cheated. I was never in rehab but these charters and the loving words they said are true. How we are now Logan- although we were best friends and it was as if nothing could get between us things did after I moved last summer we stopped talking. I haven't seen him since January and I have talked to him since may. He was the best friend I could have ever asked for and taught me how to love unconditionally. Chandler- He had been my best friend since fourth grade, he was my seventh grade love and threw it all my shoulder I cried on. things got bad between me and him after I moved, we are currently no longer friends. Timmy- We dated off and on until he cheated, I haven't talked to him since march. we have no hate between us but we no longer talk. Austin- He is my best friend and he has taught me so much, we still talk. but he is no longer around he's in jail. for reasons I will not say. Holly/Katie- I'm still struggling with depression, anxiety and self harm. I'm happy to say that I have come very far in my life. I'm beyond thankful for my boyfriend who is my number one supporter and without him I don't know where I would be. Austin and me still stay in touch although its hard. I still have horrible rumors about me In the end everything will be okay, if its not okay its not the end.