"Zayn I just cant.... Just let me go!!" I was sobbing uncontrollably. The blood was pouring from my right arm. I winced every time he poured peroxide on the deep wound. Tears were falling down his face. "Don't ever do this to me again. Promise me you won't! Please!" He held my face close to his. His breath was warm. I was bawling now. "Zayn I'm sorry! I won't do it ever again." He pulled me in for a hug. I buried my face into his shoulder and cried some more. I was selfish. I didn't think of how this would affect my boyfriend. "It's okay Trina, your safe now. Don't worry love your safe..."I was out of tears now and my eyelids were heavy. Zayn rocked me back and forth and soon enough I fell asleep wrapped in the arms of the one I love.