"I want this but...do you?" Changkyun said with a sadness in his voice His tone of voice made my chest tighten, I hesitated, it wasn't what he thought I just wasn't sure how to tell him. "It's just...I..." I trailed off into silence. Fuck, I never thought it would come to this. I couldn't look him in the eyes, I had finally found my happy ending and I was about to ruin it with four words. I took a deep breath, I wasn't getting out of this one... *** I will try to update weekly, I'm a busy lady. This is a slow story but will include sexual scenes. Started 9/25/19 Completed //