You know when you meet someone. and you thunk you have found the one? yeah? well I know I've found him. but can he find me? Derik. suoerstar. heart throb. eye candy for probably around ninety percent of teenage girls in the world. could me the pudgy girl tame the man of my dreams, when I can only see him from afar? How far will I go? rope? hi-jacking his private jet? Guess you'll have to read my diary... From A Pudgy Girl.