if you go on my Instagram @mendesdayum you will find the first 9 chapters and the background to this story{deleted them sorry you can't find them on there anymore} If you don't feel like reading them then basically Kyrah has cancer and she meets shawn. They like eachother but shawn soon finds out his best friend Dev likes him as well as his best friend nashes girlfriend Brooke, and his ex girlfriend jazz. Shawn cannot make a decision. Kyrah decided to stop the treatment and break up with shawn because she didn't want him to get hurt. Shawn could not bare the thought of being around her but not dating her. So he completely shut out Kyrah.