My 2018 was pretty shit. Lost my friends, got a shitty job, started smoking, found out my Pawpaw had cancer... I told myself... "Zoe, shut the fuck up. Life isn't fair, it never will be. Women hate you, guys only need sex, so its either that or nothing. Nobody will ever love you. You're a worthless slut. so go fucking party and have fun before you kill yourself, or get killed." The only good thing that came out of that dead end job and being a dirty little hoe was getting a hot man's snapchat. Which turns out was what I needed to remember what it's like to live.