EVERY MINUTE AND EVERY HOUR , I MISS YOU , I MISS YOU , I MISS YOU MORE . since sherlock's suicidal leap off the top of st. bart's , john hasn't been the same . weeks pass , and things feel more dismal . even though john tries to move on , get on with his life , sherlock still seems to constantly be there , in his head , in his dreams , in every man that passes him on the street . this is the story of coping , of loss , and of eventual reunion . [ TOLD THROUGH BLOG ENTRIES AS WELL AS WRITING . ] [ EVENTUAL JOHNLOCK . ]