I'm writing while listening to The Rhythm of Love by Scorpions. There's something about getting older and realizing things. Everyone is telling my how short life is, and boy do I know it already. I'm only 20 years old, and that sounds so fucking weird to say. I always wanted to be 18 years old. Now I'm 20, and caring for my grandmother this last year really put life in perspective for me. I'm discovering what it feels like to be truly be free, and to be a woman. What it means to find your place in life, and to be yourself.