sometimes i just really wanna write my thoughts down. they're messy, dumb and quite awful. i'm not a poet, english is my second language, so i write like a child. also, these 'poems' are old and i myself cringe when reading them. you have been warned. this book isn't meant to be a poetry collection, it's not something that was ever meant to be published. this book was made to help me deal with my emotions, it's like a diary, in a way. it's therapeutic to write your thoughts down somewhere, at least for me, and this is the place where i do it. tldr; this is (was) my diary