This story at times will get very triggering. It will at some point include self harm and suicide. Just a heads up. Carrie was never one to speak or step a single foot out of line. Somehow, trouble always seemed to find her. No matter what school she attended, she would always suffer some kind of bullying or judgement. But as soon as she turned nineteen she moved out her family home in Nottingham and to London. Although Carrie suffers from depression and anxiety she was determined to make a new start for herself. Moving to a new city and meeting new people, better people is what she needed. Soon that's exactly what she gets. People like Jason, a boy with big blonde hair are thrown into her life. But soon that boy with big blonde hair makes her feel things she's never felt before, love, happiness and alive.