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  • unsaid things // phan (on hold)
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    PHAN ~A broken boy on the verge of suicide. ~A ray of sunshine with a not-so perfect home life. When two unlikely forces collide, there worlds are brought together in a series of painful, blissful, joyful, and memorable moments, all significant in the journey to how they found love within reach. WARNING: There are ref...

  • Circles
    12.9K 1.4K 27

    They didn't know they were going around in circles until they were right back where they started. //Phan *this was my first story it is so bad, if you hate it try something else pls omg*

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  • Mental
    95.9K 8.3K 48

    "If you came here looking to lose your will to live, then you've found the right place." "It feels like home." //Phan

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  • Philophobia
    91.4K 6.6K 16

    || Philophobia. Its name comes from two Greek roots, "philo" meaning love and "phobia" meaning fear of. The fear of love. || "I think i was 9 or 10. And i would watch from the stairs and-and the concept of getting close to anyone...it petrifies me." "Why?" "Because I never want to be vulnerable." His voice became c...

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  • insane - phan au
    18.3K 784 5

    phil's entirely normal. dan's entirely not.

  • Pastel Pink//Phan
    104K 3.7K 31

    In which a boy with pastel pink flower crowns and a boy with a dark attitude become friends to prove everyone wrong *pastel!artist!phil *punk!musician!dan

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  • soulmates ;; phan
    61K 3.5K 18

    On a certain day of the year every teen who has recently turned sixteen is required to get a unique tattoo imprinted on their wrist. Whoever has the same symbol as you on their wrist is your soulmate. Dan Howell and Phil Lester, the most opposite people imaginable end up with the same symbol. But the real question is...

  • tired blue boy//phan
    103K 6.8K 66

    "tired blue boy walks my way, holding a girl's hand, that basic bitch leaves finally, now i can steal her man" - trigger warnings: depression, physical and emotional abuse, excessive drinking, and suicidal thoughts other warnings: possible smut - based on melanie martinez's pacify her, all rights to her.

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  • The Runaway - Phan - New Version
    46.8K 1.9K 17

    Rewritten Version! Phil ran away from home, but on his first evening in London, he's run over by a car and finds himself in the hospital. The only thing he remembers is some small fragments from when he was run over, and when someone found him. Especially one detail has stuck with him from the accident a pair of beau...

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  • Falling In Love With The Lion (phanfiction)
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    Love and fear. How can one person feel these emotions for the same person? Well apparently Dan Howell could. When he moved in, a particular boy caught his attention. Their relationship quickly grew and so did their love for each other.

  • ||*~pastel phan smut*~||
    1.2K 15 3

    Super hot kawaii 101 percent gay phan smut!!!!111!1!1!! X3 nya xx lawlsors x3333 Baku

  • The Lion and the Llama (Phanfiction)
    143K 4.5K 19

    *TRIGGER WARNING* Dan and Phil start having feelings for each other, but after one of Dan's nightmares causing him wanting Phil to sleep with him the rest of the night, things start spiraling out of control. (Phan, self harm, swearing etc etc etc) Ok, I'm terrible at descriptions, but if you wanna know what actually h...

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  • The Glitter Fic
    179 1 1

    Phanfic. Dan had a bottle of glitter. What will he do with it? WARNING: does have smut.

  • Phan Fluff!
    327K 10.2K 63

    as fluffy as your favourite feather-filled pillow :)

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  • My love for you is illegal ( boyxboy)
    351K 12K 40

    Mr howell is the hot new drama teacher, with a beautiful and caring wife named Jade, Becky, his 8 year old daughter and Kyle, his 15 year old adopted son. But when he starts his new school as a drama teacher, a subject he is most passionate about and wants to teach the wonders of the topic to everyone, he chooses a ra...

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  • interaction (phan au)
    130K 6.9K 44

    dan howell and phil lester form an internet friendship through twitter over music, quickly leading to kik, then followed by skype resulting in possibly more than a friendship. ((intentional lowercase and spelling errors))

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  • moods / phan
    2.3M 127K 39

    in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

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  • Just like me: phan
    3M 79.7K 109

    Phil: a loser, continuously beaten and picked on by the other guys at school. Dan: popular, arrogant, and confused. What happens when the two collide? Just like me is a story of trust, love and secrets (Ok I'm making this sound like a bad tv drama, just read the fic please, I broke my thumbs writing it. *WARNING* se...

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  • Mad Hatter // Phan AU
    134K 8.4K 23

    "Are you insane or are you just that broken?" he whispered, his face inches from mine. "I'm a little bit of both," I admitted, looking into his eyes. "A trip into my mind would be a trip into a nightmare."

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  • Feel Better - PHAN
    123K 5.2K 41

    Dan is sick and Phil is suffering - so what the hell are they supposed to do now?

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  • Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)
    168K 5.6K 42

    Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January...

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  • Colors (Phan AU)
    42.3K 2.5K 30

    Dan sat on his bed and looked around. Everything around him was black and white. The posters on the walls were black and white. The clothes he wore were black and white. He ran his fingers over his black and white duvet, feeling how soft it was. "What is color?" Dan thought to himself. "Caspar said you could see it...

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  • another side ➳ phan
    40K 2.2K 4

    it's only a game. isn't it?

  • repeating days ➳ phan
    36.3K 2.1K 3

    after all these years, i can finally see him again

  • Misfit (Phan AU)
    4M 101K 53

    Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

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  • Grim Reaper // phan
    555K 30.7K 15

    Book 1 in the Grim Reaper trilogy! Dan's just like any other person out in the world. Except he's a Reaper, someone who decides whether or not a person should die. He's had this job for as long as he remembers, and is never bothered by what he does. But when he is sent to judge Phil Lester, his life becomes harder and...

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  • In My Dreams // phan
    280K 16.3K 14

    Sequel to Up All Night! Dan has finally found Phil, the boy he dreamed of, and maybe fallen in love with. But Phil doesn't know he exists. He's been trying to get his attention for so long, but Phil doesn't notice. Dan will do anything to get Phil to notice him, but that may just get him into major trouble.

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  • Up All Night // phan
    791K 42.1K 21

    Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing...

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  • kisses ✎ phan
    397K 14.6K 34

    [COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

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  • I'm Not A Stalker 《Phan》
    363K 21.1K 106

    This is the first phanfic of my 'Stalker Series' - 1st phanfic : I'm Not A Stalker (completed) 2nd phanfic: Be My Stalker (completed) 3rd phanfic: I'm Your Stalker (completed) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dan Howell is a young teenager, he has many thoughts and many questions about the world and life. He spends every night fig...

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