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  • Save me (Phan)
    13.1K 416 14

    Awful family and personal experiences have left Phil in a state of hopelessness. Despite the fact he has some friends, he has yet to find someone that loves him for who he is. Will he be able to find that person before its too late, or will it all be a mistake? (contains boyxboy, depression, angst, fluff, smut, etc.)

    Mature
  • The Illusion of Life (Phan)
    4.1K 163 5

    Dan loves Phil, he always loved him and now he want to tell him, no matter what, he needs to. But something happens, something that will change his life...

  • My New Friend (a Phanfiction)
    141K 4.9K 16

    Dan's starting at new school. He never fit in at his old one, but when he meets a new friend, he finally starts to feel like he belings somewhere.

    Completed  
  • Exchanging Feelings (Phan)
    312K 8.3K 30

    Phil is an exchange student and Dan happens to be his host brother. GENRE: Fluff/Angst. there is smut but you shouldn't read if that's all you want. WARNINGS: Drug/Alcohol Usage, Swearing, Depression and mentions of suicide (cutting, suicide attempt), Death of family members, Childhood traumas, Car accidents, Boyxbo...

    Completed   Mature
  • Phan Oneshots
    16.6K 461 5

    Just some more Phan one shots :3

  • Camp Gay- A Phan Story
    266K 9.3K 13

    Dan gets sent off to an all boy camp for the summer. He never thought that it would be this hard to stay in the closet. Triggers: boyxboy, smut Author note: I didn't mean to offend anyone with the title, I have nothing against gay people. (obviously) It's just what Dan calls the camp.

    Mature
  • Forbidden Love ~ Phanfiction ~ BoyxBoy
    34K 837 19

    Phil's life was perfect up until a year ago when he came out to his parents. They disowned him and sent him to live with his sexually abusive Uncle. To make things worse he was forced to go to a public school and meet new people, he had little confidence and was bad at making friends. He occasionally uploaded videos t...

    Completed   Mature
  • Phandom fiction
    4.8K 108 14

    I can't remeber if i've finished this or not, please tell me what you thought of it though. Basically its a typical phan-fic in that its about dan and phil and love and something happens and yup that's it

  • Boarding School - Phan
    403K 12K 19

    [COMPLETE] Dan always knew he wasn't straight but he couldn't admit it to himself.. That changes when he goes to a boarding school and gets to know this guy called Phil. Triggers: a lot of fluff (and smut in some chapters), boyxboy - Phan. (also my first fanfic ever<3 please go easy on me, this wasn't edit and I can...

    Completed   Mature
  • You don't know me [phan]
    309K 13.2K 28

    cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

    Completed  
  • On Good Days-Phan
    19.4K 886 1

    Author note: YOU HAVE TO READ THE WHOLE THING TO UNDERSTAND. I hope that you understand what I was getting at with this phanfiction. I truly believe that this is one of my best ones. Triggers: any triggers that I could put here would spoil the ending, but if you're a sensitive person, then this may be hard for you to...

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  • Skinny Love-Phan
    29.7K 1K 1

    Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D

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  • You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)
    5.1M 187K 53

    Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

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  • Phan - The Runaway
    136K 3.6K 38

    Phil ran away from home, but on his first evening in London, he's run over by a car and finds himself in the hospital. The only thing he remember is some small fragments from when he was run over, like when a browneyed angel found and saved him. You want the rewritten version? Find the book on my profile! ' The Runaw...

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  • Three Little Words Can Create Happiness - A Phan Love Story
    653 11 1

    Dan's loves Phil. Phil loves Dan. Neither of them know it either. They want to tell each other, but are worried. Worried it'll ruin their friendship. Do they ever realize they're feelings for each other? Or do they burying them deep inside and just remain best friends?

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  • If I Knew Then (Phan)
    617K 23.7K 32

    **Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...

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  • No, I'm Just Delusional (Phan) RE-WRITE IN PROCESS
    134K 3.5K 31

    NOTE: This story is currently being re-written, so I 'd advise you to go read the new one as this will soon be deleted. Apoligies for any inconveniences. Two people who are completely opposite. Two people who have to face the harsh reality of the world too young. Two people who are destined for each other. To pull...

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  • Fighter-A Phan Story
    280K 9.4K 12

    Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

  • Imagine (Phan)
    16.6K 369 8

    Phil is new to High School and the whole teenage life. He struggles with entering the adulthood but when he meets Dan, he struggles even more, endlessly falling for his best friend.

  • Sunshine Bananas (phan)
    13.3K 172 9

    Phil lets his true feelings slip and triggers in an extremely confusing tickle war with Dan. More parts to come if people like it ^_^ it gets better honest :3 The next part is a lot longer but it's Dan so :D Comment saying what you like or don't like and I will inclu...

  • I'm Sorry For Being Me (Phan/KickTheStickz) Book One- COMPLETE
    54K 1.4K 13

    ~Book One in the I'm Sorry For Being Me series~ When Dan confesses his feelings for Phil, why is it that he acts so coldly towards him, when he obviously feels the same way? Will their relationships ever get anywhere, or is this the end of the Fantastic Foursome? Tiny, tiny, tiny trigger warning for self harm. Nothing...

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  • They Don't Know About Us (a Phan fiction)
    31.6K 722 9

    This is a story about 2 British youtubers named Dan and Phil. Their lives were normal until they met each other. They were instantly best friends. Years later and here they are now! Living in a flat together and making youtube videos. But when their feelings grow more and more, they realize they might like each other...

  • Would you say it's fate? (phan)
    124K 2.6K 45

    Life bites.

  • Good To You (Phan)
    4.6K 125 1

    Completed