"Please," I begged, "it hurts, please stop." He looked down at me with his cold eyes and his evil grin. I wouldn't beg again. That was the last time I ever begged for anything. Although, my decision still didn't stop the screams escaping me. AU where Harry was raped and is now considered an outcast in his school. Co...
{PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION - CONTAINS SUICIDE, DEPRESSION AND SELF-HARM; MAY TRIGGER} Zayn Malik, 16 year old highschool student in Bradford. No one really cared about him, or what happened to him, he was just that weird kid, Zayn Malik who never spoke to anyone and got bullied. Liam Payne, just turned 17, originally f...
Mullingar Ireland has stories behind every hill, every hunched shoulder, and every eye. The whisper of silent prayers and arguments swirls with the wind, and the pain of heartbreak and longing skims rooftops along with the clouds. When a school shooting occurs, and everyone is caught unprepared, one student, Zayn Mali...
Zayn Malik was always different compared to the other children as he grew up. He was never understood, and in turn never understood the others, so he lived in his dream world of doodles, colours and drawings. He finally reaches out to the tall, curly haired Harry Styles, but how will the popular Harry react to the qu...
||book 1 of the akotw trilogy|| Hate, abuse, and suffering. That is the reality for 17 year old Channing Darly. She endures the abuse delivered by her stepfather, while also trying to protect her oblivious mother. In order to deal with the physical, emotional, and sexual abuse, she often finds herself turning to the...
"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life" Harry Styles may seem like the happiest boy. Fame, fortune, and all the girls he could want. But behind hidden doors, he's broken. He's broken on the inside and no a...
Louis is lost, alone. Broken beyond repair like an old, worthless baby doll that a little girl drug around everywhere for years on end until the stitches began to unravel and the stuffing started falling out. Instead of stuffing though, it was crimson tears. Blood. Every person associated with Louis seemed blood hung...
Niall is hiding behind a wall of secrets. He puts on an act for the rest of the world. He pretends like he is not completley head over heels for his bestfriend Liam. He pretends that his wrist arn't covered in scars and he pretends that he isn't starving himself. Things werent allways that bad for Niall but after a fe...
A crumbled piece of paper: deteriorated, useless to the average person, and full of imperfections. From Niall's perspective, there wasn't much of a difference between him and that of a crumbled up piece of paper. Life under his parents' roof went smoothly. At least, most of the time. Like most parents, they were a bit...
Niall Horan is just an average Highschool kid, with autism. He has no friends, and is always bullied. But Niall won't let that break him. He goes through life excepting The challenges, That autism brings.Liam Payne is a troubled kid and has been feeling really deepressed ever since the accident that changed his life...
*Book One* Niall Has Autism; Always has, always will. But he doesn’t let anything stand in his way. From his abusive stepfather, or his careless mother, Niall knows he can escape it all by closing his eyes and dreaming of all the promises Zayn, his strepbrother, makes him. He promises to take Niall...
❞ Words hurt. Words break you, leave you in pieces. They hurt like a thousand knives. ❞ Harry Styles is an unhappy person, he is the victim of bullying at school. Being called names or beat up is a part of his daily life and he believes everything he is told. All the words haunt him every day and he is broken. Harry p...
Zayn is a nerd who gets bullied. Niall is a jock who isn’t who he seems to be. Both have secrets no one else knows about them and when they reveal them to each other, everything in their life changes. CAUTION: this has mentions of self harm, bullying, eating disorders, abuse, kidnapping and possibly other things later...
It took little time for four year old Harry Styles, and the new kid on the block, six year old Louis Tomlinson, to become the best of friends. The boys spent most of their days together until a tragic mishap a few days before Louis' seventh birthday tears the boys apart in a manner that no one expected. Louis Tomlinso...
Read as the famous international boy band, One Direction, desperately turns to spanking to keep each other in line. *WARNING: spanking, self harm, cursing*
{BOOK 2 OF THE DIFFERENT DIRECTION SERIES} Zayn Malik is loosing his mind. It's been two weeks since Harry and his new girlfriend Ronnie got back from the rehab center and he found out his girlfriend Perrie was cheating on him. And now he's seeing a girl in his house all the time. She threatens him and stalks him, but...
{BOOK THREE OF THE DIFFERENT DIRECTION SERIES} The preasure has finally gotten to Louis. He can't look at a mirror or a picture of himself without seeing the little bit of weight he's slowly gained over the few years. And still being underweight from his dramatic actions from earlier, he grows paranoid and resorts to...
Self Harm is an addiction. An eating disorder is a constant demon in your mind. Depression is something you don't just 'move on' from, it's constantly there. Having to fight the constant triggers around him, Niall Horan is slowly lapsing back into his depression. The strong urges are constantly there, and even havi...
Niall is scared, shaking out of his wits as he sits still on the floor of his mullingar home, hoping his dad doesn't abuse him again, hoping all the pain he has banked up inside him will all just go away. Niall is a kind hearted boy, but nobody sees him like that, to his dad he is a mistake, everything his dad does is...
If only you knew that every insult hurts, maybe even more than every hit. If only you knew that every emotion - even the smallest of them - coming from you, mean so much to me. If only you knew that my life isn't as great as everyone thinks, that everyday I come to school with a fake smile on my face. If only you kne...
Niall Horan, blonde, young , homeless, afraid, and deeply depressed. Niall was kicked out of his home , and was forced to live a double life , keeping his home life separate from his life at school, which was a social nightmare. Liam payne, Cliche heartthrob? Not, typical bad boy? Much more. The two come from seperate...
{BOOK ONE OF THE DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS SERIES} Something is happening to Harry Styles of One Direction. He's not eating, not sleeping, and has strange cut marks covering his body. Louis noticing something is wrong and tries to help Harry before the others catch on to what's happening. But after Harry colapses on stage...
Harry has a secret. A secret he doesn't want anyone to know because he is afraid that they will treat him differently. He's tired of the rumors, stress, and everything else that comes with being famous. Sometimes he just wants to give up. What happens though when Louis, his best mate, finds out that he is anorexic...
When the world is always tearing you down, eventually, you stop trying to get back up. Harry Styles was alone in a world that he believed only existed to make his life a living hell. Abandoned by his parents, and left with his step dad, Jarred, who is easily comparable to a demon on disguise. The constant abuse turn...