Aren't I Beautiful? (Andley BOYXBOY)

Introduction:

AndyPOV-
My name is Andrew Biersack, but I am better known as Andy. I am 20 years old. I have had feelings for my best friend, Ash for 6 years. So...basically since I was 14. It had gotten to the point where I can't control my feelings anymore, I think about him ALL the time. I'm afraid to confess my feelings for him because I don't want to ruin our wonderful friendship. (Plus, I think he's straight) Ash has been there for me since junior high. We have been though everything together, we are so close. I have had a pretty rough life, I got bullied at school very bad for the way I dress and my life at home was terrible too. My foster parents were alcoholics and they abused me. Ash saved me from suicide when I was 15 and he also helped me to stop self harming. He is the only person who knows I'm gay. I was afraid to tell him at first, but he accepts me for who I am. I can talk to him about ANYTHING, he knows all my secrets and I know all of his. He is my best friend, my only friend. We are so close and I'm afraid if I tell him I like him, I'll lose him. And that's the last thing I want, I don't want to ruin the great friendship we have.

AshPOV-
My name is Ashley Purdy. I am 100% male, just so you know. People often get confused with my gender because of my name, but that's why I go by Ash. My best friend is Andy Biersack, we are so so close and we tell each other everything! I am the only person who knows he is gay. When he told me, he seemed very nervous, but I will ALWAYS accept him for who he is. Little does Andy know, I REALLY like him....more than a friend. I have had feelings for him ever since high school. I'm WAY too afraid to tell him because he probably doesn't like me back, and I don't want to ruin our great friendship. I couldn't live with myself if I lost him.