I feel freedom when I slowly cease to breathe
I can Feel control when I cut and bleed
There's focus Watching the skin split and seethe
the next inhale I will have confirmed release
I just want to forget how to disconnect
And never did I plan on anything at all
Can you show me how to reconnect?
Show me how I can destroy this fucking wall
No matter the plan, the future becomes bleak
The longer I fight, the more I become weak
My life feels like it has long past it's peek
As I constantly lose motivation to speak
