lost;

you

i know things are scary right now and i know how hard it can be to keep going. believe me when i tell you i’ve been there. i know sometimes you feel like smashing yourself until you’re no longer broken and i know that some days it feels like the world isn’t any bigger than your bedroom.

i know those four walls can make you feel like it is the only place you belong. i know about all those times you don’t feel like facing anyone for an entire week and how you want to collapse into your bed right after you gathered the strength to drag yourself out of it. i know you want to give up.

i know none of this is what you expected when you said you were finally ‘growing up’. but even when you’re having a bad day for the fifth time in a row and it feels like the whole world is against you and you don’t even have the strength to stand on your own feet, i want you to know that you must keep going, love. you must. it is going to be the hardest thing you’ve ever done, but you are going to make it and it is going to be absolutely wonderful.