I know we haven't been on speaking terms £ately but that doesn't mean I still don't care. Do you remember the 1st time we spoke at Oakland city, you we telling me how you could never hurt a girl like that.
But you did. You hurt me. When you said that I became mesmerized of how different I thought you were from the rest of the guys at Washington.
In the end I guess I was just disappointed because you Turned out to be the EXACT person I thought you were & it's frustrating because I see you everywhere I go & when I do see you I run the other way.
Because memories of the time we spent together come crashing down on me like a found lost thought & I feel like I can't breathe Because believe it or not your the first guy I've talked to in high school. & my 1st kiss.
I never wanted you to know how much you meant to me
Because I was afraid you would try & take advantage of my feelings towards you because it always felt like I was close enough to touch you but never close enough to keep you.
But congratulations. You win.
I lost in a game I didn't know I was in.
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RandomMy 1st heartbreak & even after all of it i still have no regrets. Life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today, it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me...
