No One But Me

Every day at lunch I feel alone.

My only company is my headphones and my chrome.

Looking around, groaning at the sound.

I just don’t understand.

I don’t know why no one talks to me.

My best friend transforms at lunch.

Instead of the girl who hates being loud.

She’s buckwild and rowdy.

Spilling ice cream on my brand new jeans.

I want to be nice and clean.

Instead she is trashing things.

Why can’t she comprehend.

I thought she was my best friend.

It gets louder and louder.

So loud there is no one but me.

My headphones and my chrome left me along time ago.

I feel like i’m losing hope and gaining sorrow.

I’m crying like there’s no tomorrow.

I’m screaming in my mind saying “I’m my only friend.”

No one can understand unless they were me.

No one would want to be me.

If they were, they would see.

There are good and bad parts of me.

Parts that tear people away from me.

Parts that convince them stay to stay with me.

People sometimes betray me.

My heart is decaying, because of all this betraying.

I dream of slaying this behavior.

Frozen in solid state.

Hard to breath, can’t concentrate.

Then there’s this voice I hear that’s true.

No one is stopping me from doing what I do.

So even if the day is done.

Remember you’re not the only one.

Down until the day is through.

No one is stopping you, from what you do.

So do you what you do best.

Finish your rocky road, and shall the truth be told.

The sun will shine, and you’ll be just fine.

They are only ruining their own future.

Not yours or mine.