They say they're there for you
but instead they just leave.
Like they always do.
Looking at my mobile phone.
Hours per Hours. He is online.
But of course no message.
No sign at all.
But telling me I am everything for him.
Oh I understand: Only when you need me.
How than can I trust your words?
How than can I trust you at all
when I cannot trust your own words?
Then please understand
why I am not able to love you anymore.
Without trust. Without shelter. Without you?
Tell me: How can I love you?
But do not worry.
I will sit the next hours here
waiting for you to come home.
Tell me: When will I be brave?
