Head shaking in my hands wondering I'll do it
Would it be selfish? Who would miss me?
What would everyone think?
All of these thoughts for nothing
It would be kinda selfish for me to be here
Living unhappy
I deserve to be happy, and this is the only way
Everyone who loves me would understand
I hope god understands and still gives me a chance in heaven instead of hell
I'm going to finally be happy
I locked all my doors and turned my gas on
I wrote my final goodbyes and went to sleep
Eventually everyone would see how unhappy I was
~Yasmine A.
April 4th, 2019
